I think it’s sad, cause maybe today I’m not that depress but tomorrow I could commit suicide…

Depression is not just sadness. Depression is weight that keeps you in bed. Depression can feel empty, like nothing at all. Depression can be unexplainable. Depression keeps yout stuck. Fun can’t fix it. Instead it isolates you from what you love. Depression is an overwhelming numbness.

xx

Why is suicide considered selfish, but wanting someone to live on in misery so you don't have to experience sadness is not?

It gets harder everyday..

Can someone take me to the ocean? I need to have a break from everything.

when you’re fighting mental illness, you’re fighting a silent battle. no one sees just how hard you’re constantly having to fight.

me every night :

I’ve spent most of my life holding my breath and hoping that when people get close enough they won’t leave, and fearing that it’s a matter of time before they figure me out and go.