“You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain.” – The Dark Knight (2008) dir. Christopher Nolan

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- Sir Daddy

String Theory

“I think it’s probably bedtime. Do you have any string?”

With every Dom, there is a moment in the beginning where he asserts control. It comes before any formal agreement to submit, and it is a defining moment. I call it the snap-back. He tugs a little to see if the leash is there and to see how you respond. In a way, it’s like temperament testing with a new puppy. Roll it onto its back to see if it withdraws, gnaws at your hand, or makes eye contact and waits for instructions. With Doms, it’s a command or a call-out on something you did wrong. An opportunity to choose submission. And it tells you a lot about how he chooses to lead. 

This time, it was string. 

“Cut a small length and tie it in a loop and then pass it over one of your wrists and tighten. Just a piece of string around your wrist. You can use an ankle if you prefer. Sleep with it as a subtle reminder.”

Oh, wow. It’s only been five days…with nonstop messaging and a brief chat at a munch. But it feels like it could be something. He writes to me about responsibility. He writes to me about finding the deep bond and connection that only comes with ownership. He writes about building something real. There are flashes of the sexual, but that’s not why he’s here. That’s not what drives him. And this task is proof of that. There is a feeling of safety with him. Calm control. I feel like that puppy, surrendering and awaiting instructions. Eager for him to pick up the leash. Eager to show him how good I can be.

I grab a spool of black thread and cut off enough to double up and tie around my ankle. Then I snap a picture for him and tuck myself into bed. I feel proud. Hopeful. Connected. 

The next morning before my shower, I smile as I look at it. Then I sit down to take it off. I hold it in my hand, debating what to do. But we are new, and it feels silly to keep it. Keeping it means that this is real—that it is going somewhere. And I’m too jaded to allow myself that much hope. Not yet, anyhow. So I drop it in the trash. That night, he messages me. 

Him: Where is your string? me: I took it off before I showered this morning. Him: Oh, ok. I’ll have to scroll up for the text that told you to take it off.  me: [Inner panic.]  Him: I must have clean forgot about that, as I was so focused on rearranging my cane collection. me: [Serious inner panic.] Him: I am certain it’s not someplace where things of no perceived value are kept. me: [Extreme inner panic. Wtf do I do???] Him: No, I understand. You are new. This is your first exploration into D/s, and the distracting weight of a soggy piece of thread is intolerable, particularly since towel technology has not advanced to the point where it could address such an issue while the string was still on your leg. Future generations will build on our progress. me: [ACTUALLY 100% DEAD NOW. AND SUPER EMBARRASSED AT MYSELF.]

I scurry to retrieve the string from the trash and beg to be allowed to secure it back around my ankle. He allows it. He talks about structure and consequences and how this is an opportunity to improve and grow. He says we will correct mistakes together. And with this tiny piece of string back around my ankle, I suddenly feel calmer. I am still wearing it two days later when we meet for coffee, where he holds my wrists while we talk. In fact, I wear the string for most of the next week. It begins to feel like part of me. So does he. 

Such a delicate thing, this cuff made of string. But I feel it as I slide into bed. I feel it when I roll over, trying to get comfortable. And as I fall asleep, I tuck my knee up toward my chest, and I trace my fingers over it. It is always with me. A subtle reminder of what he hopes we will build together. 

He says he wants my heart to sing. It already is. 

😍😍This is a need

Jumanji (1995, dir. Joe Johnston)

Ooo This is my favorite Robin William's movie ^^

Inspired by, although not exactly related to “Garlands of Violets” by sapphberries

Bae: slow down! I’m about to cum…

Me:

Rick and Morty Theories Master List

ABOUT THIS BLOG 

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT RICK (C-137)~~~~~~

Rick character study - Observations

Rick knows he’s a cartoon character in our universe - theory

What happened to Beth’s mom? - Theories

When Unity met Rick - Theories

How much does Rick C-137 love his family?- Theories

How many times has Rick jumped realities and how many Mortys has he had? - Theories

Is there some truth in the fabricated memory? - Theories

How deep does self hatred go among the majority of Ricks? - Theories

What if Rick’s family are not actually related to him - Theory

Is Rick an Artificial Intelligence program? - Theory

Is Rick a genetically created being, designed by eyepatch Morty - Theory

Is Rick still inside a simulation? - Theory

Rick’s old band - Theories

Introspection is Rick’s Weakness, which leads him to self sacrifice - Theories

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT MORTY (C-137?)~~~~~~ 

Morty character study - Observations

Is Morty a genetic experiment by Rick to create brain camo? - Theory

Rick C-137′s current Morty will be the one to take him down - Theory

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT (C-137′s Current) SUMMER ~~~~~~

Summer character study - Observations

Summer will follow in her grandpa’s footsteps - theory

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT (C-137′s Current) BETH ~~~~~~

Beth character study - Observations

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT (C-137′s Current) JERRY ~~~~~~

Jerry character study - Observations

Jerry is Bisexual -Theory

Divorced Jerry - Theories

Jerry is capable of more than we thing - Theories

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT VILLAINS~~~~~~

Eyepatch/Evil Morty - Theories

Tammy - Theories

Galactic Federation - Theories

Citadel of Ricks - Theories

Riq IV is Summer’s original MIA grandpa Rick - Theory

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT THE MULTIVERSE ~~~~~~

Questionable science? - Nitpicks

There are multiple timelines within each dimension - Theory

Crossovers! Other franchises Rick has crossed paths with - Observations

Are Rick and Morty the same person? - Theories

Bait and Switch! Which Rick and Morty are we watching? - Theories

Rickest Rick, Mortiest Morty - Theories

~~~~~~ ALL ABOUT THE REST OF IT ~~~~~~

Where’s Squanchy? -Theories

Where did the Meeseeks Box come from? - Theories

Will Morty Jr Return? -Theories

What do the council of Morty’s do? - Theories

Pocket Mortys - Theories

~~~~~~ MISSING A THEORY? 

LET US KNOW PLEASE, WE’LL TRY TO UPDATE OFTEN ~~~~~~

Keep in mind I have 45 posts still in my queue so be patient with me

This theory list is AMAZING!!! Keep adding!! But I do know that in the comics, Rick made the Meeseeks Box to get drugs to Aliens w/o leaving evidence trailing back to himself. At least I’m pretty sure that’s why they were made.. I haven’t read the comics in awhile 😰

I can’t add to this list. I tried to make a 2.0 list and tumblr broke. I tried splitting the list into 3 parts and tumblr would not allow the links to work. Then my computer was eaten by a virus and I lost my work.

Pro tip

Before asking her about her cunt…

Try asking things like-

How did she sleep

Has she eaten

Has she been drinking water

It’s not that difficult to be a human being.

kinky girl probs: getting sternly talked to about something serious and getting slightly turned on

Interspecies lesbianism

It’s cute guys

nothing but respect for MY lesbian big cat couple

Butch/Butch couple

This is actually hella interesting, bc in simple terms, tigers are extroverts and lions are introverts. There’s more to it, but that’s the gist.

Whenever zoo’s tried to put lions and tigers in the same enclosures, the tiger would eventually try to groom the lioness and play constantly. The lioness would lose patience and snaps at them

So basically what I’m saying is that you have a regal and refined gf who stands at the edge of a balcony during parties, sipping champagne

Then you have the other girl who drank all of the little flutes on the servers platter, and is now drunkenly pointing at her gf and telling everyone that that’s her gf and doesn’t she look beautiful I love her so much

Hehe this is too cute

Wouldn’t It Be Nice If He Treated You Like A Sex Toy?

All weekend long, he throws you around, slaps you, and generally treats you as if you’re nothing more than a piece of fuckmeat designed only to get him off physically and mentally.

Let’s face it - there have been times with a man when you’ve wanted to scream, “hit me!  I won’t break in half!”  You’re not a porcelain doll, you’re a girl, and girls need to be treated roughly to feel desired (yes, it’s normal).

I don’t care if you’re the most radical feminist in the world, just the idea of living a weekend like that gets you wet.

-VIS

Harley Quinn and Poison Ivy are officially the cutest fuckin’ girlfriends to ever exist

Sooo me and my best friend...actually^

Daddy’s aren’t just for sex.

Before you say you want a Daddy or that you need a Daddy understand that they are not for just sex. Yes, having sex and doing little sexy things with your Daddy is super fun and amazing. But they are human beings. Treat your Daddy with love and compassion. They look out for you and they love you. Make sure you’re doing the same. Make him smile every day and make sure he is feeling well, mentally and physically. Make him giggle. Make sure he’s happy. He should be your lover and best friend. Love him with all of your heart. Having a Daddy is way more than having sex. Understand that.

HUGE signal boost.

FYI

Pretty young girls who are damaged and have low self-esteem and who need to be used and abused to feel validated and stable and happy and who are obedient to a fault and need nice mean men to control them completely are an absolute treasure and should be treated like garbage and then cuddled and told how fucking pretty they are and that they’re good girls. Period.

but lots of cuddles

You know that moment when you’re getting fucked and your mind goes blank and you can’t do anything besides, like, make tiny little whimpering noises?

That’s my jam.

My moods brought to you by Stitch [1/4]