

I thought I heard your voice today. Thought I heard the door open and you say where are you, dont be trying to scare me lol. My heart broke when I realized it was just a dream I was having.
I miss you so much! Why does this have to be this way. You have the power to change it. Please im begging dont give up on us. Dont stop fighting. I love you so much more than I can tell you. I need you! We need each other baby!! Fight baby please...... Come home!
I know your gone, but i still have hope. Am i just being foolish or do i just love you to damn much to admit your never coming back. One more day......
You think at some point the days would get easier.. They dont! It hasnt! It wont!! My heart is slowly dying and I am helpless to do anything about it. I just want peace again and theres only one way for that to happen, and you would have to be here!!!!
For you to be so close to me and still i cant touch you. You might as well be on another planet. I just wish I vould tell you how much I still need and want you. My love for you has never been more stronger and I do forgive you.

