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Today is the first day ive started to realize your not coming back!😢

I thought I heard your voice today. Thought I heard the door open and you say where are you, dont be trying to scare me lol. My heart broke when I realized it was just a dream I was having.

I miss you so much! Why does this have to be this way. You have the power to change it. Please im begging dont give up on us. Dont stop fighting. I love you so much more than I can tell you. I need you! We need each other baby!! Fight baby please...... Come home!

I know your gone, but i still have hope. Am i just being foolish or do i just love you to damn much to admit your never coming back. One more day......

Rage against the dying of the light! Show me your still here, I know I am!!

You think at some point the days would get easier.. They dont! It hasnt! It wont!! My heart is slowly dying and I am helpless to do anything about it. I just want peace again and theres only one way for that to happen, and you would have to be here!!!!

For you to be so close to me and still i cant touch you. You might as well be on another planet. I just wish I vould tell you how much I still need and want you. My love for you has never been more stronger and I do forgive you.