Blue moon

Someone very special to me has thought me that "we accept the love we think we deserve." I did love you to the very end of the world but I've realized its because I never thought I was worth more than what we called love, I never felt I was worth anyone's time because you use to ignore me for days on end for some stupid things I use to do, but now I see what my true worth really is and its completely changed my entire outlook on all past relationships now I can finally say I'm truly happy, the fact I wake up feeling confident in myself, I see nothing other than brighter days ahead of me, I wake up knowing I'm loved just as much and my love for her, she makes me smile without even trying, she accepts me for who and what I am, I know I'm flawed but she still loves me, when I'm with her my eyes light up she has the sweetest smile and how her dimples reflect all her beauty, she's the one person to make me feel so confident in myself that I dont have a fear of doing anything, I dance I sing I'm truly 100% Happy with who I am as a person, I'm renewed I'm no longer the old me I so faintly remember, I dont like drugs I dont need drugs, we have our few drinks every now and again and we dance into the early hours of the morning and while surrounded by people we've never felt so Alone and complete. And now my biggest weaknesses have become my most treasured strengths ❤