Yo the post underneath this one dont read it Mia OR CHANTAL i need that to be private for my purpose please and it is not about you almonte sorry

(If you are Mia don’t read)

I’ve been trying to forget you and all I can think about is us kissing again I missed it

I know it can’t go back to that but the laughing the chilling I want that again it was perfect even if its as friends I just miss you as a whole your important to me and I feel like I’m drowning every time we stop talking

I need full recovery soon or I’m going to end up broken forever

No ones going to miss me when I go out like Lil peep and Mac miller

I mean really does anyone love me anymore

Why is it no matter how hard I try no one is satisfied

I think it’s time for me to start letting go of everything and everyone

I’m going soon

I have lost all reason to live

My heart is weak again

My head hurts

My body feels so tired

Everything around is burning

All I hear is complaints

Why can’t I just rest

Sleep forever

I need a fuck buddie so I can have hate sex with to get out all my anger out

P.S I’m almost hulk angry 24/7

Something is seriously wrong with me

I think I’m going to have a psychotic episode

Everything thats happened to me is no ones fault and from everytime I’ve fallen apart it is no ones fault

I deserved everything and I am paying for it

Don’t feel guilty

To:anyone whose come in my life

I’m so broken

I wish I could forget everything

I’m always going to be available but I know that person is never going to come to me again

I’m so tired