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DragonStarr

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Ever miss someone so bad that you have to remind your self that your going to be OK and that not everyone..has that same energy,...

Like my brain wants to fill a void that can't just be filled by anyone it's going to take some big energy...

That's once-in-a-lifetime type of energy

Found image on Google but my words and thoughts

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I'm really trying to be okay now that you're gone some days I think I'm going to be other I miss you so much and just want to text you even though I know you're not going to receive it so I will settle for talking to you out loud or typing a few words here and there we never got to watch a movie whiskey the ocean but I'm glad you found someone that makes your heart Happy I'm glad you found that love you deserve more than you could ever know and even though with every day that passes you lost becomes more bearable I don't think I'm ever going to be the same there's always going to be a huge part of you missing can we meet again

I get on here just to type out what's in my head what I would say to you if I could but I get on and I seen notification and my heart nearly froze logically I know you're gone and everyday it hurts a little bit less but I think that pain is never going to go away I think it's always going to be there on some level. I miss you every single day we talked everyday for almost 9 years it's going to take a lot to get used to not being able to and not able to tell you goodnight and that I loved you so here it goes

I hope wherever you are you're okay number one number two I hope you understand why I have to protect myself from other people's heart ache I'm having a hard enough time dealing with my own and seeing other females go completely ballistic to the point of blowing up your phone because you're not picking up I'm trying to reach out to your family because they're panicking and don't want to believe that you're gone, I didn't want to believe it either but I knew logically I had to and I prepared myself months ago for this to happen I hoped you would beat it I hoped you would kick Cancer's balls and I am so deeply heartbroken that you didn't but I will keep your memory alive I remember every conversation with a smile sometimes tears and a smile but that's beside the point I guess what I'm saying here is, I know you and I were not meant to be anything more than friends at least not in this life but maybe in the next I can find you and maybe we can be friends and it can develop into something beautiful and timeless maybe I'll get my someday after all

Tonight makes makes a week since the last time I talked to you even before that I tried to give you space so you could rest I feel like I wasted time they could have spent with you even and just quiet conversation even if it was just a couple of sentences, or words trying to look back over the past few years I remember some of our conversations I'm saddened and deeply heartbroken because I lost most of that with my phone reset but I won't forget feeling but it gave me just to have you in my life cuz my friend. And even though I had feelings for you and even though you knew and even though logically I know nothing could have ever happened even if you did and some way feel the same way which I know you didn't mean I'm 100% blessed ungrateful that you accepted me for who I was you you're a really good friend to me I always called you my best friend because we talked everyday and you my first thought in the morning and my last thought has a dress to sleep I look forward to our nightly text and boy do I miss them already

Tomorrow will be a week since you passed it doesn't hurt any less and it'll probably hurt for a very very long time I know I'll see you again until then see you in the next life

Im so deeply heartbroken I can't believe you're gone I'm really missing you tonight I'm going to miss you every night i know ill heal in time but this sucks ,

I could pour my heart out right now spill its contents he re for all to see but there would never be enough to articulate this loss not just for me but for your friends and family as well

I wish you didn't have to go

But i hope then as you go on this journey you go in love and peace I know that my thoughts are with you

How do I even put into words, I was just talking to you I figured the first time you were sleeping or your phone died when you didn't text me all day who is the going into the second day of nothing from you I knew something wasn't right you hadn't even post it on Facebook, and then this morning when I woke up the comments and not being able to respond cuz wouldn't you know it I'm in Facebook jail. Telling me you were gone I didn't believe it I'm still having a hard time processing it. Definitely going to leave an immense void in my heart.

I Met You in 2012 who it is 2021 but it really doesn't even seem that long ago.

You touched many lives without even trying to I know you did mine you made me smile everyday without even any effort whether you were trying to or not you really made a difference yes I'm sad and I will be sad for a while but at the same time I want to celebrate my time with you even though it doesn't seem like enough even though we never met in person we should have guess what I'm trying to say is I'm going to miss you my dearest friend I love you my Owl till i see you again

Rest in peace Dennis

I'm not even sure where I found this picture but im laying here to night praying to the universe that ,youll feel better and that everything will work out what the future holds is unclear but i will not give up . Keep fighting till think you cant then get up and fight more owls don't give up ❤❤😇

To go from doing something for 6 years such as talking to someone every night to not being able to has to be one of the hardest things to do at least for me it's like being in limbo. Not going to lie this kind of hurts especially to miss somebody that became big part of your life even if it was just a little text here and there that presents isn't there anymore even if the situation is temporary it's still not going to be easy

There is nothing more painful than a half ass goodbye. And what sucks is blaming your self

For being in limbo

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