God guys sorry to be insane about Adam Murray but.
Could you imagine? Being told you were never human, that you are not you. The real person died so long ago, and you have ALWAYS been a fake wearing their skin. Skin that's not yours.
It makes sense, it clicks. Why Adam can't form bonds, why he's so disconnected from his emotions and doesn't seem to feel fear. Why his emotions towards people constantly shifts. He's never understood his emotions his whole life, and now he's been told it's because he doesn't really have any.
And as much as he says he doesn't do friends, he clearly does. Because he did care for Jonah, but definitely not in a normal way because. He doesn't feel emotions the way a human would.. if at all. He still called out to him, when he was.. scared? Was he truly scared? Can he be.. scared?
How many people has he unknowingly given MAD? how many people has he snapped at and not questioned why his feelings for them did a 180 out of no where. How many times has he never questioned why he doesn't experience life like anyone else around him?
How many times now make perfect sense, as the man that put him in this spot smiles at him and speaks of how he cradled him in his arms as a baby.
How he is not Adam Murray.