I love life because there will always be a situation u think u will never get over and u always do every time
i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here
sometimes i really think about mothers and their pain.
i honestly can't fathom the idea of letting go of ur baby.
imagine caring about a lil human for 18 years and then watch them move on with their life without you, visiting u for a few days once in a while.
The only dream i have left
kind of insane how everyday there’s a new day that i have to go through
anyone else feel like they missed the entire month of october. And the entire month of september. and the whole summer. and everything before that. anyone else passively floating through space and time. anyone else feeling like a member of the audience in a movie theater screening their own consciousness who’s just sitting back and eating snacks while everything plays out before them
i honestly hate the fact that i want to build a good life for myself but that shit takes effort so i'm rather gonna choose the easy path of rotting away
they're minor inconveniences TO YOU. i WILL consider killing myself
Birth and death are the breath of life.
I don't see the point of drinking casually, like tf?? I drink to get drunk, not trynna ingest some extra cals to NOT get crazy🤨
gods weakest soldier. minor events kick the shit out of me daily god hands me his lightest battles and i start sniffling and fumbling the bag




