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Demon to most***

by ALDO CHAPARRO

by  mark d

endless

midnight i walk around the park with a cigarette in my hand and shot bottles of gin in my pocket screaming at the shadows that seem to be following me

1am i’m home staring at the ceiling in my cold king sized bed wishing you were near me

2am it’s silent i can hear a pin drop it’s never been this bad before i want this to stop

3am my insomnia and my lethargic motioned life tossing and turning in my bed wondering the meaning of my restless spirit

4am i’m down stairs now i have a cup of coffee i don’t want to drink it but the warmth of the cup soothes me

5am it’s now dawn and my thoughts have run cold i live an apathetic life because you broke my damn soul

one part of me wants me to get better

but the other part of me wants me to get worse