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kisses, kitten!

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britt :-) I adore cafés and striped shirts///endlessly in love with art, books, and The Selection.
Met Kiera Cass on 1/31/16! #sodesquad

Every time, no matter where we are, when a song from the reputation tour setlist comes on my dad always says “IVE SEEN THIS LIVE 5 TIMES” and if that’s not the most beautiful thing you’ve ever heard I don’t k ow what is

it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard

Today. Is. The. Day.

On December 5th I bought tickets to see my favorite artist in the world.

On February 12th I got this idea in my head that I didn’t want to know anything about this tour. I didn’t want to know what Taylor was singing or what she would be wearing. I didn’t want to know what the stage looked like or if there were special things happening at each of the cities that she performed in. Not knowing what’s going to happen at a concert is half of the experience for me but with social media being a thing I figured it was pretty inevitable that I would get spoilers from this tour but I at least wanted to try to be a little surprised.

On March 1st I started telling all my friends that I didn’t want to know anything about this tour.

On May 7th I started unfollowing any account that was Taylor Swift related on twitter and Instagram (including Taylor Swift and Taylor Nation)

The morning of May 8th I deleted tumblr off of my phone.

And today, on July 7th, I still have know idea what the heck I’m going to experience tonight.

Today is the day that I have been waiting for since Taylor Swift announced that she would be going on tour.

I bought multiple CDs so that I could put them in all the cars we have so I could always be listening to Taylor.

I spent hours watching commercials and music videos over 1000 times each just to get in line for tickets.

I spent hours sitting on Ticketmaster panicking and having meltdowns because the site kept crashing and I was losing my place in line.

I ended up buying two tickets for me and my dad because listening to Taylor is our thing. Because three years ago, for the first time my parents were able to get me tickets to see her and I wanted to return the favor to my dad.

Today is the day that all of the time and money and tears will finally pay off.

Today is the day that for the first time I will be seeing what Taylor will wear and what she will sing. I’ll get to see the stage and the dances and the fans screaming the lyrics to all of my favorite songs that I know by heart.

Today I will be seeing Taylor Swift and I know how unbelievably lucky I am to get to say this.

(I’ll be in section 13AA, row 2, seats 1-2)

Thank you Taylor, for being the kind of entertainer that makes me want to experience you for the first time live instead of on the screen of my phone or computer.

I can’t wait to see all the surprises that I’ve been waiting for, for so many months.

See you in a few hours,

-Kirstyn

LET’S DO THIS THING!!!

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“we almost dated” is such a weird relationship to have with someone

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quinngingerlove

Plus the sequel “we never got closure”

And then the side adaptation “as a result I have a weird crush that never died”

november mood: museums, hot chocolate with chilli, cream coloured sweater, messy yet glamour waves in my hair, gothic inspired movies, burgundy scarf that matches my (also burgundy) lips, listening to jazz noir in the evenings.

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I learned more about love on those few months than I leaned on my entire life. Not the kind of love you have for your family, your friends, the people you look up to. The kind of love that makes you go “oh, i kind of want to spend my whole life with you”. I also learned the hard way what “heart pain” is. Most of the days were fine, even great I would say, it was good to feel everything, it was good to feel a love I never felt before, it was good to have someone. But truth is I never had her, she was never mine but I was hers. Oh I was truly hers, I gave her every piece of me and I would give her more if I could. I learned that that’s a funny thing about love, you give, you give everything, you give everything until you are left with nothing. The day I realized she was being happy with someone and doing just fine without me, that was the day it hurt and from that day on I could only hear my heart breaking and breaking every time. This is a part people don’t often tell you. Sometimes your heart is not gonna get broken at once, it’s not gonna be fast, it’s not gonna be easily over. Sometimes your heart will slowly get broken, you will start to know what words you want to avoid to not listen to your heart cracking one more piece. And sometimes, sometimes even when you know all of that, even when you know this is bringing you pain and this is slowly breaking you, you won’t leave, you will choose to stay. What a weird thing humans do, we stay and we let ourselves get hurt. Sometimes we choose love.

G.P. (via theautumnheart)

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guys. being single but having solidarity in yourself and confidence you are loveable but not caring if you have a relationship to prove that is so much better

you cannot save a person

It doesn't matter who you are or who they are. you cannot be the rescuer of someone's soul. Only Jesus can do that.

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life is so subtle sometimes that you barely notice yourself walking through the doors you once prayed would open.

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cheekyist

Shook me up