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@dolcezzaestremadaomicid1o

Mushroom Leninist, plant eater, occasional edonist, art cub, doomed girlboss
Identifying as an agender ( but politically wise I will always label myself as a woman) means that I'll always win against transphobes. You cannot use any wrong pronoun, I do not literally care. You can perceive me whatever you want, I don't give a damn. Yes I'm an AK-47, a tracked tank, the Virgin Mary, a body without organs, Svetlana del Rey, the Acéphale, a biblically accurate c*nt, a leopard skin tanga, a long dog, the crooked girlhood, your mom or dad, I'm God, I'm the universe itself. Fear me, human. You are not ready for the grandeur.
“I think women like to read about murderous mothers and lost little girls because it’s our only mainstream outlet to even begin discussing female violence on a personal level. Female violence is a specific brand of ferocity. It’s invasive. A girlfight is all teeth and hair, spit and nails — a much more fearsome thing to watch than two dudes clobbering each other. And the mental violence is positively gory. Women entwine. Some of the most disturbing, sick relationships I’ve witnessed are between long-time friends, and especially mothers and daughters. Innuendo, backspin, false encouragement, punishing withdrawal, sexual jealousy, garden-variety jealousy — watching women go to work on each other is a horrific bit of pageantry that can stretch on for years. Libraries are filled with stories on generations of brutal men, trapped in a cycle of aggression. I wanted to write about the violence of women. […] I particularly mourn the lack of female villains — good, potent female villains…I’m talking violent, wicked women. Scary women. Don’t tell me you don’t know some. The point is, women have spent so many years girl-powering ourselves — to the point of almost parodic encouragement — we’ve left no room to acknowledge our dark side. Dark sides are important. They should be nurtured like nasty black orchids.”

Gillian Flynn, “I Was Not a Nice Little Girl”