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Such A Lamb

@doctorparmak / doctorparmak.tumblr.com

Kellan / 28 / Asexual / Nonbinary
IRL healthcare worker. Cosplayer. Precious lil guy. Author. Cat parent.
ThriftyTrekkie but this is a personal page. MASH, Star Trek, Britcoms, etc.

Watching the odds of me writing Hawkeye/Charles expand moment by moment

I haven’t written smut in a long time and I had a whole crisis over it but I think it would be healing to me personally for Hawkeye to assume Charles, after telling a story about a nice handsome young man he went to high school with, Hawkeye assumes he is just deeply closeted and that’s why he’s all stuffy and prissy. You are so far from home, no one anywhere near your special Social Circle needs to know. It turns out Charles is not straight, not gay, but a secret third thing (asexual) and is chuckling the entire time Hawkeye is trying to get him off.

Charles has to keep checking, are you sure you don’t think this is degrading and gross? Is it alright if I think it is? You'd really subject yourself to this to prove a point? / Charles I subject myself to this every chance I get.

Watching the odds of me writing Hawkeye/Charles expand moment by moment

I haven’t written smut in a long time and I had a whole crisis over it but I think it would be healing to me personally for Hawkeye to assume Charles, after telling a story about a nice handsome young man he went to high school with, Hawkeye assumes he is just deeply closeted and that’s why he’s all stuffy and prissy. You are so far from home, no one anywhere near your special Social Circle needs to know. It turns out Charles is not straight, not gay, but a secret third thing (asexual) and is chuckling the entire time Hawkeye is trying to get him off.

Watching the odds of me writing Hawkeye/Charles expand moment by moment

Thinking about how most of the 4077 get lovely care packages from home - cards, photographs, baked goods, clothing - and Charles’ parents send him their fucking taxes to do for them

babygirl I'm bothered by noises you wouldn't even hear

wrote this about sensory issues but people relating because of hallucinations or tinnitus or anything else I am shaking your hand in solidarity if you are comfortable with that