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Dobbeltkage

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My dad just told me that when he was my age he tripped on acid a lot and every time he tripped he found the meaning of life but by the time he was sober he had forgotten it. So, he told himself that the next time he tripped he would write it down. So he tripped again, and went and wrote it down and when he woke up he was so excited to see everything that he wrote so he went and opened the notebook and all it said was “orange juice”.

Pain is never permanent but the words you said that broke my fucking heart are. And you can tell me you’re sorry, and you can tell me that it didn’t mean anything. But the walls around my heart are so thick now not even your hands on my hips that used to make me melt can take the taste of heartbreak out of my throat. And I never thought the one person I loved more than anything in the fucking universe would be the one who made me feel like I wanted to down a bottle of vodka and not wake up the next morning. But I’m starting to believe that you can’t get to heaven without going through hell.