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Messy Heart

@divergent-exhaust

just another 07' kid that runs with gasoline
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I think the reason this is so hard to process is that Taylor's music for the last 5 albums has been dripping in this exploration of a deep, real love that we obviously all felt would last a lifetime and it's hard to accept that sometimes that just isn't how things are meant to be

I miss my hometown so much, I hate how i'm feeling.

I wish I could go back and enjoy my journey there and stay in my comfort zone even tho it showed up in the most hurtful ways, &

I hate the fact that we as humans have this stupid system that when we lose all of the things that made our heart warmed, instantaneously it makes us feel guilty abt the way we lived our life at that moment.

I wish I didn't lived my life like that at that moment.

Sometimes I hate being human too, and my emotions too, even tho I'm nothing without em.

I don't know If I wanna be something either way.