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‼️🏳️‍🌈 Help a homeless TRANS 🏳️‍🌈‼️

0/2,800

Zelle, venmo & pypal

Homeless, hot, and hungry. (Filthy too) just wondering if anyone out there can help me get something to eat, maybe a coffee, and some stuff to maybe wash up with? Would be also great if someone can help me paying a rent.

I had a camp but lately ive been sleeping wherever the cops dont kick me out of. Last night was under an underpass. Night before, a parking garage. It's been 98° here. I'm just really hungry and badly fatigued. My family in Guatemala needs $1000 more for my younger sis.

Anyway, thanks for reading. Anything helps. Inbox is open mates. Will also update every donations ♡

To the new follower, here's my first blog about it.

I am positive. This is gonna be the last account I'm making. Apparently tumblr just shadowbanned my last one again, and I'm only using this for important contacts. Please stop reporting me cause I am not a bot. Thank you

290/2800 July 11 !!

332/2800 july 12

345.20/2800 July 12

friends? may I ask for your help again? @pomodoko @btc-official @pcktknife @closet-keys @magz @justsomeantifas

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🆘️😥 Please help us get a place to stay longer I just left an abusive sick addicted psycho man 🆘️

---- a friend from reddit told me to also try my luck here. her account name is @sheeyanc

Please help us. I just left an abusive relationship I always wanted to leave but I never got far enough I’m with my 3 years old baby girl.

I left with just a suit case & my baby. We're in my friend's place till the women’s shelter calls me saying they have room for us. I been struggling hard with things I need for me and my baby girl.

I have no family parents are in prison been in prison since I was a baby my mother got out 2 weeks ago but she’s not doing well she has a mind of a baby so she can’t help.. i started my period & I need tampons & money for groceries for me and my baby and maybe pay for rent for the two of us. (I cant stay here forever my friend has 3 kids)

I have FOODSTAMPS but I still need to wait until the 26th. If y’all are wondering.

I do have Zelle & Paypal. Thank y’all so much. Please no rude comments there’s already enough going on.

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*sorry for the crying ass ugly face

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Help us please. We need to leave because my friend and her husband were fighting because of their bills and food stocks. I believe that he is tired of us staying here 😔

‼️🏳️‍🌈 Help a homeless TRANS 🏳️‍🌈‼️

0/2,800

Zelle, venmo & pypal

Homeless, hot, and hungry. (Filthy too) just wondering if anyone out there can help me get something to eat, maybe a coffee, and some stuff to maybe wash up with? Would be also great if someone can help me paying a rent.

I had a camp but lately ive been sleeping wherever the cops dont kick me out of. Last night was under an underpass. Night before, a parking garage. It's been 98° here. I'm just really hungry and badly fatigued. My family in Guatemala needs $1000 more for my younger sis.

Anyway, thanks for reading. Anything helps. Inbox is open mates. Will also update every donations ♡

To the new follower, here's my first blog about it.

I am positive. This is gonna be the last account I'm making. Apparently tumblr just shadowbanned my last one again, and I'm only using this for important contacts. Please stop reporting me cause I am not a bot. Thank you

290/2800 July 11 !!

332/2800 july 12

345.20/2800 July 12

friends? may I ask for your help again? @pomodoko @btc-official @pcktknife @closet-keys @magz @justsomeantifas

Y’all, please send help for this person. They were able to get rent money but they still need a loan for utilities. Please please help them, I dm’d with them and they’re a really great person and they deserve to have everything they need.

Listen. I am not a Souvieshu fan, but I am a Souvieshu truther, in the sense that I hate how people misinterpret his character. People in this fandom seem to genuinely think Souvieshu is a guy who will chase any pretty woman, or that he’s a creep who specifically wants women who are childish, and easy to control, but like. Neither of these are true? (Souvieshu is still absolutely a creepy weirdo but like. In a different way. I’m sick of fans using the word pedophilic to describe Souvieshu, because it’s not even fucking correct in application to him, even when used as a short hand for when someone likes childish, sheltered and innocent people. Like this is a side note but you people have got to stop throwing that fucking word around.)

Souvieshu doesn’t want just any pretty woman. He specifically has only ever, truthfully and genuinely loved Navier, even if that love has become warped, and that’s a fact. Rashta is his side piece, yes, but it’s clear that Rashta is just some girl that he’s infatuated with, to fulfill his emotional needs, and eventually, for his political ones as well. He was never in love with her. It’s always been obvious that Souvieshu craved Navier’s affection, and that he has been wanting to try and not only make her happy, but rekindle their bond.

Please take note that:

1. Souvieshu knows Navier puts on a mask for people. These two used to be super close, and that likely carried on a bit into their marriage. But eventually, Navier starts putting up walls, and eventually, she starts doing it to him. There could be plenty of reasons for this, but it doesn’t matter, because they both seemed to have mutually drifted apart. Souvieshu is shown actively trying to get past her facade, although, he does so poorly, because he comes at her with a sense of entitlement most of the time.

2. Souvieshu likes Rashta, because Rashta gives him what he craves from Navier; which is to say, Rashta gives him affection, is expressive, has easygoing and light hearted conversations with him, and is able to speak honestly with him. Things that he and Navier used to be able to do with one another. His literal first observation of Rashta, is that she’s easily pleased and excited over small things, which is directly paralleled to a later chapter, where Souvieshu and Navier dine together on her birthday. Souvieshu asks Navier to smile, to which, she complies and gives him a fake one, and Souvieshu then asks her to be sincere about it. Navier makes a comment about needing to be actually happy to do that, so Souvieshu tries to make her happy by giving her a gift. This doesn’t go well with Navier, and like most of their arguments, Souvieshu ends up wishing that Navier could just be more expressive in a sincere, non-petty manner. He is always asking Navier to drop her mask with him. With Rashta, Souvieshu didn’t initially have to dig past a mask to know how she felt. Souvieshu liked her honesty and openness, and while he considered her innocence and childish nature part of her charm, it’s also implied that those traits are traits he could only handle when he was in the mood for it. It’s not actually something he likes, and we see further along the story that her childishness begins to grate on him. Furthermore, there’s a point in the story where he becomes sick, and he mentions that Rashta is not a calming presence, but Navier is.

3. This is the big one (and also me just making observations and assumptions), but both Souvieshu and Navier didn’t know that they loved each other. This is a big one for Souvieshu specifically, because he never assumed that Navier loved him, the way he loved her. I’m sure that’s probably one of the big reasons why he took Rashta in as his consort— and it’s because he sincerely thought Navier wouldn’t care beyond it being a possible image issue, and he genuinely thought that it wouldn’t hurt her. It’s actually Navier who is frequently bringing up that their marriage is one of convenience in her inner monologues— although I don’t doubt that she’s actually brought it up before as well, which probably wouldn’t help his assumptions that Navier wouldn’t be hurt if he brought a consort in.

Do you know why, it’s so upsetting to see Souvieshu mischaracterized? It’s because (outside of how people just slap on whatever term they think is fitting of him) Souvieshu’s side of the story is just as important as Navier’s when it comes to the intensity of the tragedy, that is their lost friendship and love. The gut wrenching heartbreak here, isn’t just from Navier being effectively cheated on, but it’s the fact that they both loved each other, and that all of this heartbreak could have been avoided if they both sincerely talked to each other without any hidden motives. Souvieshu didn’t seem like a bad guy before he took Rashta as his consort. As a matter of fact, I’m fairly certain that if Navier and Souvieshu had patched their relationship, and even confessed to one another, that Souvieshu would have brought Rashta in as a servant—possibly even asking Navier to make her a lady in waiting. Souvieshu wouldn’t have been so emotionally deprived to want Rashta, Navier wouldn’t have had reasons (that she couldn’t get past) to hate Rashta, and Rashta wouldn’t have had a reason to hate Navier.

And to be clear and reiterate, I do not like Souvieshu as a person. He’s a possessive, hypocritical freak, who didn’t take the time to actually get to know Navier again, and was almost always the instigator in their arguments. His love for Navier has warped and changed, and even if it’s ‘genuine’ in the sense that he sincerely loves her, it’s still not healthy. I am not an apologist, I just think he’s an interesting character. His character being misinterpreted, dilutes the tragedy of his relationship with Navier, full stop, and that is what frustrates me.

Help a disabled woman to keep her utilities on!!

**URGENT: PLEASE READ/SIGNAL BOOST**

Saturday, July 15th: Hello everyone, I’m Gemma, a bi, mentally ill, and disabled woman in desperate need of help, as I'm struggling to keep my utilities on and pay off my overdrawn account!!

As most of you are already aware from my previous posts, I have been struggling financially these past few years due to Covid-19 and my welfare benefit (Universal Credit) being under continuous reviews, which is due to my worsening mental/physical health and the UK’s controversial changes to how benefits are assessed and assigned. After a lengthy health assessment, I have been declared not to be fit for work. However, I am still waiting for the outcome of my Adult Disability application, which I applied for back in January.

I know this is a difficult time for everyone, and I'm so sorry to be asking for help again, but I still desperately need some as my PayPal is overdrawn due to charge-backs and I don't receive my welfare until the 31st, which isn't enough to cover my overdue rent + utility bills and I'm still struggling to get groceries. 

If anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would save my life, and sharing definitely helps just as much. Thank you so much for all your help!! ❤

£58.43/£300!!

Homeless Gay Trans Latine Family Needs Aid

Hello everyone

So my little family and I have been struggling. A lot. We’ve been homeless for almost three years now and even with the new job I’ve been working at, things have only been getting harder for us. Now that it’s summer, the cost of keeping out of the heat each day has gone up and my health is worse than ever. I don’t have it in me to go through this much longer and we just need help getting a place to live. I can’t save up any money because survival has been costing us more than I make but once we move somewhere, that will finally change for us in a huge way. 

We need enough for first month’s rent and deposit before I can start trying to convince places to take us. In the mean time we still need help covering temporary shelter, food, and gas so I don’t lose my job or car. My partner is doing what they can on their end but things have been bleak. Mutual aid and boosting this post is super helpful but honestly, is there anyone who can loan us funds until October/November so we can actually get this moving before I end up burning out completely? I figure $4,000 should be enough to haggle our way into a lease so if anyone can lend us $500 or more each, please reach out and be obvious it’s a loan. Any other help is greatly appreciated because I just cannot hold myself together much longer.

Thank you to everyone whose been helping us keep afloat so far. I love you all and I wish you the best.

CashApp: $garbageconnoisseur

(Message me for PayPal or Zelle. Please, no unsolicited advice or hate or you will be blocked. I don’t have it in me to deal with it anymore.)

KOKOBOT - The Airbnb-Owned Tech Startup - Data Mining Tumblr Users' Mental Health Crises for "Content"

I got this message from a bot, and honestly? If I was a bit younger and not such a jaded bitch with a career in tech, I might have given it an honest try. I spent plenty of time in a tough situation without access to any mental health resources as a teen, and would have been sucked right in.

Chatting right from your phone, and being connected with people who can help you? Sounds nice. Especially if you believe the testimonials they spam you with (tw suicide / self harm mention in below images)

But I was getting a weird feeling, so I went to read the legalese.

I couldn't even get through the fine-print it asked me to read and agree to, without it spamming the hell out of me. Almost like they expect people to just hit Yes? But I'm glad I stopped to read, because:

  • What you say on there won't be confidential. (And for context, I tried it out and the things people were looking for help with? I didn't even feel comfortable sharing here as examples, it was all so deeply personal and painful)
  • Also, what you say on there? Is now...
  • Koko's intellectual property - giving them the right to use it in any way they see fit, including
  • Publicly performing or displaying your "content" (also known as your mental health crisis) in any media format and in any media channel without limitation
  • Do this indefinitely after you end your account with them
  • Sell / share this "content" with other businesses
  • Any harm you come to using Koko? That's on you.
  • And Koko won't take responsibility for anything someone says to you on there (which is bleak when people are using it to spread Christianity to people in crisis)

I was curious about their business model. They're a venture-capitol based tech startup, owned by Airbnb, the famous mental health professionals with a focus on ethical business practices./s They're also begging for donations despite having already been given 2.5 million dollars in research funding. (If you want a deep dive on why people throw crazy money at tech startups, see my other post here)

They also use the data they gather from users to conduct research and publish papers. I didn't find them too interesting - other than as a good case study of "People tend to find what they are financially incentivized to find". Predictably, Koko found that Kokobot was beneficial to its users.

So yeah, being a dumbass with too much curiosity, I decided to use the Airbnb-owned Data-Mining Mental Health Chatline anyway. And if you thought it was dangerous sounding from the disclaimers? Somehow it got worse.

(trigger warning / discussions of child abuse / sexual abuse / suicide / violence below the cut - please don't read if you're not in a good place to hear about negligence around pretty horrific topics.)

help a black trans woman pay for a month of rent  so my mom became aware of my transition several months ago and for a while didn’t tell my dad, who is incredibly transphobic. because of this my living situation was tense but amicable. but when she learned about my estrogen and progesterone treatment (because of the changes in my body), she told my dad. the backlash is pretty much what i expected. since she told him (a couple weeks ago) he has threatened me, checked my social medias, and is now trying to take away my medication. he even threatened to go to the pharmacy to pick up my medication himself with the pure intent of throwing it away.  needless to say, my home is no longer a safe living space. with florida’s recent treatment of transgender people, i feel there is nothing to do beside try find a safer living space. fundraising goal will go toward rent as well as any payments needed to move into a place where i can live with my girlfriend and roommates. any donations are appreciated, as are shares. everything counts.

paypal $veronicagemmas

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Which is why it’s important to not be mean.

Their cult teaches them that the world is full of scary monster people who hate them for being so good and loved by god. If you swear at them and call them names or get in their face you’re just doing the cults work for it.

I’m not saying you have to listen to their presentation or try to debate them (and really getting into a debate without thoroughly understanding what they’re being taught will just make things worse)… I am just saying to be polite and say no thank you like if they were trying to hand you a flyer for something you don’t care about.

It’s easier for them to see the world outside their bubble as less scary if they see everyday people just going about their business and being as nice to them as you are to everyone else. This goes doubly for anyone who happens to dress modestly, not swear, and not drink or smoke because whatever you believe, they’ll see you as a “good” person who happens to strangely have no interest in their “message”, and that might be enough to get some curious about the possibility of themselves living in the real world.

It’s sometimes hard to be nice to people who seem to represent something you dislike. Just remember these “elders” are sheltered young men, some of which are getting their first real contact with people of other/no faiths.

They are not your enemy. They are victims.

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They aren't being sent out to actually convert people, they are being sent out hoping that they will be harassed and treated poorly so they view those outside the cult as dangerous and evil and stick to the safety of the familiar group.

You being mean to some teenager isn't sticking it to anyone, you're doing exactly what their church elders want to happen.

PLEASE READ THIS.

Please read this.

Don't do the church's work for them.

If you're kind to enough of them, they put you on a block list.

They were such sweet kids, they'd turn up at my door with the thatch of raspberries out front and try to share their word with me, and I'm me, so, I fed them.

Then it was one of the wee 'elder's' birthday, so I made him a cake, and all the little lads came, and they asked about my books and board games and CCGs, I was just a nice frumpy middle aged Jewish lady, I was no threat, so I fed them and made them cakes and took them to the local gaming store and listened when they talked.

One loved yu-gi-oh cards, and it turns out, one of the other wee lads, we'll he loved him back, so I got them in touch with some resources so they had support and a different way to pay for college, they're still together 15 years later, they have dogs, they send me ecards on their birthday. No-one figured out I'd.helped them, I was just the nice lady who made them tea and listened when people were slamming doors.

The next one really wanted to be an artist, so I left out art books and resources, my eldest shared their coptic markers, they draw comic books now, no idea why his folks were insisting he needed to be a dentist, but, he's not a Mormon anymore, (not a Jew either before anyone makes any counter conversion claims).

The first 2 lads were the only dramatic ones, the rest went back into the network but, like Hugh of Borg, they spread the word, sometimes I'd get Mormons from other cities come and make the journey to break bread at my Sabbath table and be seen.

I still think very fondly of that time.

Many of those boys still email me now and then.

Most of them aren't Mormons anymore.

Someone higher up spotted the pattern and suddenly no more Mormons at my door.

I was blacklisted, for kindness.

So there you go, if you don't want Mormons at your door, just love those kids for a couple of years, feed them, help them, and eventually, no more will be allowed to visit

Most people coming across this probably already know the situation, but...

So if you don't know of the shit show of iilluminatii/Blair that have been slowly revealing itself for a while, there are many videos talking about it. there are currently two people, of the people coming out of what she did with them, that's currently been a cease and desist. WonderStruck Guy(the dude that Blair weaponized his mental health against him)(first) and Oz Media(the dude that Blair made him basically her "attack dog" while trashing his house)(more recently, despite him not posting his own video out yet)

Currently as of now, only Wonder is raising money for a potential lawsuit happening.

If you haven't donated, even if you don't care what is happening and don't know anyone in this situation in particular. It's shitty how she put him through hell and then currently trying to silence him. Yes his goal is met, but the 1,000 goal was just set because a goal was required.

Just donate, even if the lawsuit doesn't happen, he says that the donations will be donated to the Trevor project

If you can't donate, then just try to help by sharing this around to people that can donate and/or share it. It only takes a minute at least.

I got institutionalized and am flat broke w no way to cover rent. I got dx w schizophrenia. I had a miscarriage and got phished and drugged/recorded by my rm. I am. Not well. I need 1150. I just got out and am w my dad. Help me.

Cash.me/$tomi1

Venmo: tominova

HELP ME STAY HOUSED - AUTISTIC BLACK TRANS MAN NEEDS HELP (GOAL $500)

I am OFFICIALLY the brink of losing my housing in the next twenty (20) days ($405 HAS BEEN RECEIVED - POST WILL BE UPDATED AS FUNDS ARE RECEIVED, IF YOU SEE THIS I AM STILL IN NEED OF HELP - 2nd July June at 1425 notes(goal still not REACHED)

If anyone can match my last donation of $30, please please do. Even $1 goes very far.

SPENT MY BIRTHDAY ASKING FOR BOOSTS SO PLEASE EVEN JUST A GIFT🫂❤️

The payment is due in past due!

Please help me raise $500 to save my home - I am in the worst place in my life, homelessness would put me in ultimate danger IT IS WINTER IN MY COUNTRY I WILL FREEZE

PP : leavemynameoutofit

Help a trans couple get an abortion!

We are a non binary lesbian (me) and a trans lesbian couple, and we are currently pregnant and cannot afford abortion. It's taking a horrible toll on us as it makes both of our dysphoria almost unbearable honestly, and you can imagine why. My girlfriend is struggling with self blame on top of it and it tears me apart to see her like that. It makes us feel awful that we are in this position to begin with, especially as we are both super dysphoric and couldn't afford transition, and now it feels like our bodies are punishing us even further due to the way dysphoria expresses itself for us.

On top of that, we live with my conservative parents (we aren't out to them) and they know I'm pregnant and they're threatening to kick us out if we get an abortion. I feel like I'm having a mental breakdown every day living in these conditions and with this body, and I'm struggling so bad seeing a way out.

Please, if anyone could help us with the cost of abortion and removing ourselves from my parents, it would mean so much to us! We are poor but we are both working, we just need an extra boost for a little while so we can survive without my parents. Please reblog this if you can!

Here's the donation link, I hope I set it up properly:

help a latino nonbinary sibling recovering from a s/attempt with rent and their credit 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🇻🇪

Hi everyone I'm sorry for doing this again I've been spending all this time healing and it's been a bumpy ride, if you don't know my story feel free to message me, the short version of the story is that i suffered from a benzo withdrawal at the beginning of this year and i try to attempt towards my own life, I'm still going to therapy and we've been trying new meds because I've been very depressed, my doctor and therapist still tell me I am not able to work even tho I'm looking for one because i need financial stability

i need help paying next month rent that's due for next week and also paying my credit that i use to pay for my therapy appointments, house bills and my own groceries because my sister gets very mad when i ask her for food so if i want to eat i need to buy my own food

please if you want any proofs or have any questions talk to me, i got lots of friends who can back up what's happening to me

Any help is appreciated thank you 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈❤️

0$/650$

(please don't tag has don*ti*ns! also i can't receive personal payments because I'm from Latin America and that option is not available for us)

230$/650$ July 2nd I can't stress this enough if I don't have money before the 5th I can get into a lot of troubles with my landlord, my sist and my bank agency so please help me with a rb!!

Hi. I am the proud mother of my beautiful daughter, grace helbet. At two weeks old, my daughter was diagnosed with sickle cell , my daughter almost died due to complications from this disease. She suffered ALOT, but the worst were the THREE strokes to the brain. She had to learn how to do everything over again and of course this required me being off of work. Because of the strokes she now has to have chronic transfusions. I was a teacher with BENEFITS to where if she was sick I could still get paid because I was on salary and had FML. But because she is disabled, the government said I made too much money and that if she was cut off her disability check she would lose her insurance. I wasn’t concerned about the money because I am able to work. But I am not able to pay for her medical expenses out of pocket and I was forced to resign so that my child could get the care she needed. My job had Blue Cross Blue Shield which would have been $200 to add her and it only allowed three hospital visits per year and if you are familiar with sickle cell, they stay in and out of the hospital. So that wouldn’t work. I got evicted because I was unable to work . now over 6 months i don't have job . No groceries. Bills past due and broke has me so down. An assist of any kind is such a blessing. I’m currently struggling with hospital bills and food. If you would love to contribute  or just keep us in your prayers, we would greatly appreciate it! 💛 I appreciate anything  Be blessed.

Paypal: helbetlyn@gmail.com

yo we need $48 for food desperately this is semi URGENT as the kids are complaining as we have no money after getting my families meds,thanks to yall, we need enough good for a week at least, as we have nothing. anything is appreciated be it penny or a dollar. thank y'all. hate is blocked.

Here’s my my bank and paypal. PLEASE forget the notes, we havent received any help, we still need desperate help now. With no car, all we can get is grocery delivery mostly. i don’t know what to do now the kids need to eat and keep asking for dinner. We really need food for the kids for the rest of week. Anything is appreciated, it all adds up, as does boosting this, even gift cards, like for pizza or amazon help. If you dont want to/you cant reblog, I understand.

Please please keep reblogging, we havent received any help yet, so we desperately need help and once again literally anything, reblogging or donating helps.

Hi this is urgent. I have a uti and I need to get antibiotics for it asap. I need $70 for the antibiotics. If four people sent $20 and one sent $10 I’ll be set.

Paypal.me/AKirk432 (pls send via friends and family)

Cash app: $autumnroses93

Venmo: @catmom934 (pls don’t send purchase protection)

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Please help my family stay cool in an unprecedented heatwave.

[23 June 2023]

Hello, I am Nell, a Malaysian trans woman living with my retired mother. For the past two months, environmental temperatures in the region have been rising severely, affecting the health of residents throughout the country. Not to mention the fact that the impending seasonal haze are likely to pose further health risks as well.

As such, our family has been taking measures to stay cool in the house, particularly for the sake of my mother’s health, and this has resulted in the last couple of utility bills being a fair bit higher than they would be otherwise.

Not being in the best financial state at the moment, we could use some help staying ahead of the bills and keeping our utilities on so they don’t get cut off in a situation like this.

To cover all our electricity and other utility bills so far, we will need around RM500 or 105 USD, before the end of the first week of July.

Any little bit helps, and even if you can’t spare anything right now, simply spreading this message is a big help.

All contributions can be directed towards my Paypal at melodramatictangent27@gmail.com.

I thank you for your assistance.

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[27 June 2023]

Past halfway to the goal,please consider helping a little more so I can get to paying what needs to be paid.