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Desired To Be Loved

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Meré:19
share some tea and smiles
trying to love in a 🌎of
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We stand side by side, with some people we wish we could leave behind, some strangers that we can name, and the friends we hope stay in our lives It’s a time where we reflect on the mistakes, the fuck ups, the failures, the friends we lost, but also a time to remember the smiles, the laughs, the stolen kisses, and the moments that touched our hearts It’s a time to restart. a do over. a rebirth. Truth be told we tell ourselves lies, we won’t change tomorrow, Old habits are hard to fix. So as I gaze up into the stars and I look up and the fireworks burst, friends counting down, couples kissing, all to celebrate the new beginnings of 2017. 2017 you are filled with new adventures, lessons to be learned, and new people to meet. So cheers the new year, I hope yours is filled with happiness.
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A tragic triangle I didn’t realize that when I was looking at him, he was looking at her. A hazed look as if she held the sun, stars, and moon, a world untouched, just waiting to be discovered. With her, he had gone to galaxies. And I, I held him back on plain earth.
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Maybe I overreacted; but did it ever occur to you that I was waiting for the screaming, the tears, the pleading even, but as we stood facing each other, all that echoed was the deathly still of silence, when I wanted a raging tornado. And those where our the last moments.
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Dear North Star, I’ve named you apollo so please be my friend. Every night you are in the same place and no matter how dark it gets you keep illuminating the sky. I’d like to think your a sign from the far away heavens. So please just be my friend, and guide me and, no matter what happens I hope I can count on you.
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1. The friends you have at the beginning of the year can completely change by the end of it. People change, and if they aren’t improving your life in some way, it’s okay to drop them. 2. Take many pictures. Don’t let it take over your life, though. You don’t want to look back and see that you only captured your memories with your camera lens and not within your mind and heart. 3. Find your safe place. Whether it be in the arms of a certain person or on the balcony of Barnes and Nobles with a cup of soup, find it and don’t let it go. You can have more than one safe place. 4. Be nice to everyone. You honestly don’t know what skeletons people are hiding in their closets. Everyone has their skeleton. Every person on this earth has something in their life or past worth collapsing on the ground in uncontrollable sobs over. 5. Reading is so important. Highlight the things that you read that you find intriguing. Read a lot, it can only do good things for you. 6. Writing always helps. 7. The girl with anxiety has the deepest thoughts. The autistic boy has the kindest heart, and the schizophrenic has the ability to put a smile on your face in seconds. Do not judge character based on a mental illness. 8. Music has an indescribable ability to connect and heal. Let it do its thing. 9. Her prettiness doesn’t make your prettiness any less pretty. 10. Getting close and letting someone in is scary as hell. You know what else it is? Worth it. 11. The minute you feel your happiness being dictated by someone else, take a break from them. 12. Adventuring is a must. Sunsets always help the soul, showing that endings can be as beautiful as beginnings. 13. Spend more time with your parents doing things they enjoy. Later in life, you’ll be wishing you’d spent more time with them than on your Netflix account. 14. Home is not always a place, but whatever you love with your whole heart. I have many homes, and it’s okay if one home doesn’t feel like home anymore. 15. Making someone smile and feel genuinely happy has the ability to warm your heart from the inside out. No matter how much pain someone is going through, you made them forget about it for a few seconds. Isn’t that something? 16. Feel everything and let it hurt, but don’t go back to what broke you. 17. Don’t let fear hold you back from what you want. The view from the other side is spectacular. 18. Tell people how you feel. Even if you’re scared it’ll burn your life to the ground. You say it loud. 19. You find the most extraordinary things in the most ordinary places. 20. Swollen lips and sweaty “I want you’s” can make you feel again, but I don’t want to feel anything if it means having to sit there feeling like the wind is constantly being knocked out of me when he stops calling back. 21. Sometimes the way you think of someone isn’t the way they actually are. 22. Never underestimate the amount of joy the holiday season can bring you. Try and find ways to feel that way all year long. 23. Timing is never going to be perfect; if you care about something enough, you’ll make the time. It’s all about priorities. 24. If women used their words to build each other up instead of tearing each other down, our world would change drastically. 25. Recovery can take 2 weeks or 5 years. You aren’t any less of a person if it takes you longer to find a way to let go of what’s hurting your heart. 26. You only need yourself, but having people by your side trying to understand means a lot more than you might think. 27. You find your truest friends in your darkest hours. 28. You can feel the whole world in a month and nothing after 2 years. Time does not define love. 29. Always say yes to dessert. 30. Concerts make life worth living. So does yelling your favorite song along with your best friend in the car with your best friend with hands intertwined. These are things that show you that you don’t need to be on drugs to feel invincible. 31. So does kissing.

emmuuhhhhh, 31 Things I’ve Learned Coming Into 2016 (via wnq-writers)

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Same time last year, 12am, when everyone was in their beds, we used to come out and talk about how cold the weather is and how long the day was. I baked the cake, you brought the tea and we sat down, pretending that time didn’t exist. Now you’re half way across the world, and although it’s still the same time here, you’re 9 hours behind. Today, I baked the cake, but I couldn’t force myself to make the tea. I miss you. Please come back.