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she/he/they | adult | had to make a new blog bc of ✨ drama ✨ | also im ace but i post a lot of inappropriate humor so viewer discretion advised

i cant stop thinking of the gif of the kiwi jumping around its so funny the way that thing moves like gravity doesn’t care about it it just prances wildly and freely it falls over but it doesn’t care it just keeps moving and having fun and just keeps hopping and the party never stops it’s legitimately one of my favorite pieces of media on the internet the joy it brings me is unbridled

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funds for indigenous communities affected by the canada wildefires

i’ll update this as i find more fundraising initiatives and please free to share your own. reblogs with anything than sharing resources/mutual aid requests/fundraising opportunities get blocked. 

as much as i am a hannibal calling will “mylimas” (beloved) enjoyer, truly i don’t think he could stomach the words, allow the word to hang in the air, to be heard. hannibal has kept his home inside of him for so long that the door to the vault has been ironed shut. your mother tongue is a knife that eviscerates you, near cleaves you in half, and leaves you gasping out. the last person he spoke lithuanian to was mischa, and to ever use that tongue again seemed like sacrilege, seemed like he was spewing out a part of her that he should keep within himself. it seemed like he was losing her all over again.

just enamored with the possibility of will suddenly finding the will to live and swimming them to shore, after which chiyoh comes to collect an unconscious hannibal who’s in the process of developing sepsis, only for will to refuse to let go of hannibal and forcing chiyoh to either leave them on this beach to die or take them both. thus commencing the worst road-trip the world has ever seen

maybe i want the tense silence that fills the car, neither chiyoh nor will talking on the way to the boat chiyoh had procured because they’re trained on hannibal’s erratic breathing, chiyoh stopping multiple times during the journey to check if he’s still alive because the sound of the engine drowned out his weak breaths. maybe i want chiyoh and hannibal to have half-bitten-off conversations in the midst of hannibal’s fever. maybe i want will to be near consumed alive by his unfounded jealousy that HE should be the one nursing hannibal back to health and getting into fights with chiyoh about it. chiyoh being resentful that hannibal didn’t die, that her self-imposed duty isn’t over, but also being frighteningly glad that at least she could do right by mischa in this way.