I hate that I ruin everything I love I don't deserve to be alive
Anonymous asked:
I miss you so much
I'm so sorry! Life has been really hectic lately for a whole bunch of reasons...But please please please send me a message and I'll do my best to talk with you whenever you want!!!
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I’ll date you if you’re overweight. I’ll date you if you’re insecure. I’ll date you if you’re scarred. I’ll date you if you’re considering yourself ugly. I’ll date you if you’re depressed. I’ll date you if you’re different. I’ll date you if you’re strange. I’ll date you if you have acne.
I’d date you.
I’d date you no matter what.
Cause all of you, every fucking inch is precious and beautiful. Your personality matters so much more than your body. I don’t care for some imperfections.
Cause if I love you, I love everything about you.
this goes out to all of my lovely friends who are like family to me. particularly @kiarraisinvisible @lazygay-snake and @miiiimi who have been put through so much bullshit recently just for just being themselves. I'm sure there are others but unfortunately I haven't heard from anyone else in the past couple months
Anonymous asked:
Why do you need to post that your boyfriend is bad at sex on the internet? Speak to him about it in person, don't write such horrible things on here to ridicule him. Way to fuck with his self esteem
Chill sweetie. Those posts were both my girlfriend messing with me when we switched phones for a day. It was a joke about me and I left them because I think it's hilarious.
my boyfriend is bad at sex. thank you goodnight.
WHY DOES EVERYONE I'VE EVER CARED ABOUT CONSUME ALCOHOL AND/OR ILLEGAL DRUGS!?!?
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My happy face in pretty places
Delicious boobs India sexy
You cant even see my boobs why are men so disgusting just let me be happy
kiarraisinvisible
ANYWAY you are incredibly beautiful and that smile is gorgeous!
In an attempt to understand that man's nonsense I have come to a conclusion. The first part "delicious boobs" is reference to cow's milk. "India" was an uncontrollable outburst due to his association of cows with India. The last word is rather complex but I believe a bastardization or sexualization of the Hindu religion's reverence for cows. This man is clearly an illiterate ass with no concept of relevance. The beautiful woman you see smiling in those images is clearly not a cow.
I don't think I've ever wanted to relapse as much as I do now
I wonder why people silently follow my hate filled documenting of my depression. anyway I want to die yet again so that's nice. Too tired of the world for poetical bullshit right now
why does this always fucking happen? I don't understand. I just want to die. everyone is horribly cruel without exception (aside from Panda I think) I have a feeling that ultimately I will kill myself. despite the selfishness and my personal disdain for the act I expect one day I will weigh my reality against the effects of my death and will find the effects mean nothing to me. as for when I have no idea but it feels inevitable.
I wish I had someone to share my life with...
I'm feeling particularly worthless today
I want to put a shunt into my femoral artery and watch the blood slowly drain out of my body
I think I'm going to willingly isolate myself from everyone now. I doubt anyone feels like they'd miss me enough to try and stop me so peace out everyone. I'll probably come crying back shortly
y'know what everyone needs in their life? a relatively shy nineteen-year-old optimistic nihilist (yes, that is a thing and no, it’s not oxymoronic) with unpredictable intense depressive episodes, inattentive ADD, hyperhidrosis, tonsillolith, social anxiety, no driving permit, no job, goals that no one will understand and an overall depressing vibe
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did anybody else grow up bein that one friend who was in the group but not really IN the group??? like your friends would go places and throw parties and not invite u n stuff????? idk that really fucked up my self esteem hbu
grow up like that? it's still like that. at least it would be if I had friends
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I’ve filled pages and pages of things that I wrote, and most of them are about you.
funnyhowsometimes (via wnq-writers)
Source: wnq-writers.com
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send me “if i were dating you” anons
someone called me charming and I cried. not so charming anymore am I person!?
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