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@devouredexistence

I don't care anymore
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It fucking sucks being alone. When things like this happen, I have NO ONE to talk to. I can't vent or cry to anyone. I know that sounds dramatic but other than her, I have no one. When the situation involves her, where am I supposed to go? I'm stuck in a lonely fucking loop. Just me and my thoughts. Alone.

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This is part of why I have idealation. It's clear to me that they'd be better off if I was gone. I just fuck up. I just make things worse. I'm just a monster in disguise. I'm sorry.

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{Aracelis Girmay, from "This Morning the Small Bird Brought a Message from the Other Side," Kingdom Animalia (BOA Editions, Ltd., 2011) / Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Ruth Tiffanny Beuscher written c. July 1962}

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shoutout to people who don't have a "before" the trauma.

shoutout to people who don't have any sweet or nostalgic childhood memories. to people who don't remember enough of their childhood to know what the before was like. to people who lost their innocence before they ever learned the word for it. to people whose pasts were too painful to keep around in any form. to people who only knew trauma, and don't have an idea of what life would be like without it. to people who can't long for "the better days" because there weren't any.

you deserve a good future. i hope it's there for you soon.