ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

spending money seems like a good idea until it’s all gone

so we have these cookie jars that sit on top of the cupboard right. we’ve had them for years. you can record yourself saying something so when you take the lid off you it will make a noise so you can hear if someone is stealing your cookies or something anyway anyway we have 3 of them. a pig, a cow, and an owl. now i was left alone one day. mum and dad at work, my brother at school and my sister at her boyfriends house. so i had a thought. what if i recorded myself screaming? so i did. in all 3 of them. all 3 different screams too. one was an excited shriek, one was a terrified scream, and one was a long shout. these cookie jars recorded up to 15 seconds, so i took FULL ADVANTAGE of that. now…here’s the thing…i did that almost 3 years ago. and these cookie jars have been sitting on top of the cupboard collecting dust.

until today.

mum’s painting the kitchen, so she had to take everything off the top of the cupboard. and uh…you know how battery powered things…start dying? they……slowly run out of juice? she asked me to check inside one of the jars. the pig, to be exact. and…the pig was the terrified scream. i unsuspectingly opened the jar and as the lid came off the jar, i remembered what i did. but i didn’t remember in time, because in that next second, a fucking demon cry sounded from this Almost Dead Battery Powered Pig Cookie Jar. it was a sound i never want to hear again. everyone ran into the kitchen to see what that god awful sound was and i just stood there, holding this satanic wailing pig. i shut my eyes, and waited the full 15 seconds, until it was silent, before turning to my mum and handed her the pig, and then leaving the kitchen.

i’ll admit i’ve done some dumb things in my life, but nothing could’ve prepared me for the sound i heard today.

you know what’s so fucking hot… being able to have open healthy communication and feeling understood, validated and appreciated. ughhhh fuck yeah

hope your pets stay healthy in 2017

I almost didn’t blog this and felt guilty

Not risking it

hope ya pets even healthier in 2018

From one person who’s seen rejection far too many times to another, I’m sorry. I know how it feels when it seems like nobody will ever love you. People will tell you to focus on loving yourself, as if self-love alone is all anyone needs. You’re lonely and I see that. You want someone who wants the best for you, who prioritizes you, who thinks of you often, the way you do them. Your struggle is valid.

fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone

I did this hourly

“There’s always someone better” is the worst thing to hear because I’m always the person who wasn’t good enough

This hurts

Reblog if it is alright if I come to your blog and anonymously confess something to you.

I just want to give my whole heart to someone who actually fucking wants it.

Don’t tell temporary people too much about you.

This is so important!!!!!

Reblog to have something good happen at 1:42 tomorrow

This is one of my angel numbers ❤️❣️

im so ready to be in a relationship so whenever the universe is ready hmu with a keeper

i posted this yesterday then today this cute boy held my hand and now he is sending me memes

Reblog for love

I hope love finds you in 2018

i really do want to be productive and make something of my life but i just love… Laying Down… so much. nothing makes me happier

staying up late with other humans is such a weird thing like you get this special bond and like a what is this feeling

Effort is so attractive.

Still.

My tumblr is what the inside of my head looks like.

not even in a sexual way but i’m just craving affection because i feel like crap i just want someone to hug me for a couple of hours and tell me i’m going to be okay