I hate scrolling through facebook or talking to friends cuz it makes me realize i haven't socialized in three months. Ive talk to the same three people, and only these three people for the last three months. I have absolutely no life. No friends, no life, nothing. I can't even talk to people anymore with out getting so nervous, that i end up not speaking at all. What's wrong with me.

Just getting some stuff off my chest

My mom decided to send me to my dads to help me get clean. So when i got here i didn't exactly get clean. One night my dad found me passed out drunk in the bathroom covered in my own blood. When he tried wiping me off i said some pretty nasty things to him and he hit me...hard. my mom found out, and wanted me home. Then she got served for child support. Now she wants me to come home ... now. But i have no way of getting home. Its five states away, I'm broke, and she doesn't want to help me. If i don't find i way home she will disown me. She all I've ever had and i don't want to hurt her. I don't wanna hurt anyone anymore. Some advise would be great.

I wanna be some one else. Some one prettier, smarter, and happy.