poems❤️

When your lips i kiss

I feel nothing but bliss

When your hand i hold

I see us growing old

Together Forever

Nothing can sever

Our blended souls

Because together we're whole

In the water we wade

Because the world you made

Is literal abuse

So i propose a truce

Dont treat us like pets

Because were still man, you forget

We feel what you feel

Really thats the deal

We love we fear

Down our cheeks fall tears

As you put us in a cage

And you wonder why we rage

A wonderful mind

Is what youll find

If you look within

Way past the sin

A different path we choose

Yet us you use

Tearing out our roots

In your pursuits

We flowers bloom

But they light the fume

Turning us to ash

As our world they bash

Because we're not like them

Though we share a stem

On the tree of life

Yet they put us through strife

We're made to comform

To their norm

But why?

We'd rather die

The walls that confine

Cannot be defined

Made of thoughts

From when the truth i sought

The fantasies have power

At this very hour

I dont know whats true

Or maybe i do

Im really not sure

But they all have their lure

Maybe the delusions are true

Because theres more than a few

Pieces of a puzzle

Which overall befuddles

If only something were real

Id be able to deal

Still, better than drugs

As the myths i lug

Up the hill each day

Looking for a place to stay

I find home in a lie

Which makes me want to cry

Because the world im told is real

Is one which with i cannot deal

I like my infinite portal

That makes me not a mortal

Im a different person each day

Which keeps the truth at bay

The promised to protect

Instead they dissect

My heart and soul

And leave a gaping hole

All i hear are lies

And as much as I'd like to respond with cries

I know that'll only lead to my demise

Human in the head, savage in the heart

Everythings just falling apart

I shouldnt exist

But still i persist

Animal or man

Nevertheless i do what i can

Walking on a rope

Trying to cope

Either way its wrong

Because theres nowhere i belong

I have to confess

For you I'll undress

As you hold me tight

And you're my whole sight

As I feel your skin

And you within

You hold me close

As you compose

Music with your hips

As you kiss my lips

My broken heart you mend

As love you send

Bandage on the chest

To put my woes to rest

You kissed my head

And then me you led

To a happier life

One without so much strife

Our fingers interrwine

As I declare you're mine

As I gaze into your eyes

And come to realize

This is really it

And I don't regret you a bit

Because you're my world

As in your arms I'm curled

This moment is all that matters

And I wouldn't care if the earth shatters

As long as you're mine

And our fingers intertwine

His firey eyes

Refuse to say lies

His magical hands

Meet your demands

Playing songs

To the world he belongs

Splatter me with love

As you look down at me from above

As we embrace

I want your fingers to trace

Across My thigh

As together we lie

Your hand in My hair

And Love in the air

As you kiss me deep

And into my veins you seep

My hand in yours

As we take detours

Through the woods

Stopping for longer than we should

To share a kiss

Eyes closed so beauty of the forest we miss

But it wouldn't even matter

If the entire world was shattered

Because for a second there

It would seem fair

If everything around us collapsed

And together in the woods we were trapped

With my hand in yours

As we take detours

Not to dwell

But im Trapped in hell

Surely it's a mistake

And I'll be back when I wake

I couldn't be dead

So they must be misled

And if I were to die

Surely in hell I wouldn't fry

I know I've been good

Or at least try I always would

That has to be enough

To avoid a fate so rough

The picture blurs

As the chaos stirs

Blinding my vision

Causing my indecision

But I choose to push through

And if only you knew

How little I see

You'd surely agree

Not to listen to what I say

At least on this particular day

Because I'm drowned in delusion

Which causes my confusion

My life is a series of fights

And the bombs fuck up my sight

Make a wish, blow it out

Don't tell me what it's about

But I hope you wish to be free

Or even just for me

Because I find freedom in your arms

Where nothing can ever do me harm

I find solace in your kiss

And in your heart, eternal bliss

Baby, can't you see

That only in eachother can we be free

Because freedom to be who are you are

Will rid you of that scar

That marks your heart

So baby, it's at least a start

Because with me you're whole

And can let go of all control

And just exist

So baby, I hope we persist

Because I find freedom in you

And I hope you find it in me too

The haunted walls

From which demons call

Are made of my skull

Which is full

Of faint voices

Making all my choices

Do this, do that

Don't eat that, you'll get fat

The thoughts in my head aren't mine

And I'm not so sure they align

With who I want to be

So someone set me free

Get the demons out

Before they again start to shout

We become what we repeatedly do,

So darling, who are you?

I'm the drinks I drink

The thoughts I think

The darkness that consumes

I'm impending doom

But I'm a smile, a wave

I'm the things that make me cave

Into temptation

So I could feel elation

I'm love, I'm fear

I'm so many things, dear

get to know me and you'll see

Just how much I can be

Dagger to my throat

As my body you coat

Dripping with blood

As from my neck it floods

"Kiss me, dear"

As I'm drenched in fear

There's nothing to do but obey

And do what you say

"I own you" you declare

And really I swear

I want nothing more

Because I know loves at the core

Of this very attack

So I kiss you and you kiss back

As blood pours

Down to the floor

To die in your arms

No matter the harm

Is how I want to go

"And, you know,

This was foretold"

I say As my body goes cold

This is the end

And I hope angels God sends