My friends they wanna take me to the movies.
I tell them to fuck off i’m holding hands with my depression.
And right when i think i’ve overcome it, anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson.
Oh i try my best just to be social, i make all these plans with friends and hope they call and cancel, then i overthink about the things i’m missing, now i’m wishing i was with them.
- Anxiety, Julia Michaels
La jalousie
I rarely find anyone interesting
soon: comfy sweaters, hot beverages in cups, leaves crunching under your feet, drops of rain against the window, reading your book in bed
“is it too aggressive of me to say i want to rip the past into shreds? i cannot change how i feel, and you cannot change how catastrophically this ended. i do not want to remember— not you, not how my heart heals differently now, not the gaps in the way i approach people since you. i want you to stop existing in the past as easily as you stopped existing in my future.”
October be good to me
Lana Del Rey - Mariners Apartment Complex (2018)
Me, in tears: whatever tho I guess it doesn’t matter haha
Chills.
Rest in Love Mac Miller
