Two weeks ago my wife passed away… I spent the first week in a daze, begging the universe why and cursing it for taking her, contacting family and and my daughter in England, Europe, Malaysia and all over the place. Planning another fucking funeral. Crying, Drinking, Empty and tired so I didn’t look at anything until sometime last week….
UGH. The IDF hits a convoy and British and American military experts think they knew what they were hitting. Israel hit the Iranian embassy which is stupid and in today’s technological battlefield almost impossible by accident, Iran just retaliated and IDF/US and surprisingly KSA defenses are to stop the missiles. Arizona again showed the world what assholes they are and the GOP how spineless they are. And the world keeps going to shit…
As for me… I am empty and purposeless… my partner is gone, my daughter is on her way to being a mom and no longer needs her dad in her life, my job is truly unimportant in the greater scheme of things. I won’t be here a much, won’t post for a while… what dreams may come and all that.






