Please help me 🙏🏻

Im seriously having the worst luck..after my abusive uncle kicked my bf, my cat and I out onto the street and ruined our plans of a safe place to go to we have now gotten into a car accident, my uncle sent my bfs unemployment cards back to the sender just to be spiteful so now we have to figure out where we can get mail sent to. He’s currently threatening to throw all my belongings out onto the street if I don’t get them out by Monday and our car is barely drivable so I have to find someone who can help quickly. Everything is an absolute mess and the only good thing so far is that someone got us an Airbnb but it’s only until July 17 and my cat is safe atleast. It’s just been really stressful, my mental and physical health are at an all time low. My head has been pounding since the car accident, I’m heart broken having to be away from my cat, I’m super upset that our car, the only thing we had is now destroyed and the roof over our head is going to be gone in the blink of an eye. We’re having trouble even keeping ourselves fed(which is hard as is since I’ve been having health issues where everything I eat causes me a ton of pain, nausea, sulfur burps etc) and with the virus making a come back jobs are scarce and risking getting it is scary when I have asthma. I really don’t know what to do. We don’t have an address to apply for assistance, unemployment has been taking forever and now we gotta work stuff out with getting my bfs card because of my uncle.

I really need some help to keep the Airbnb for a bit longer so we can sort stuff out(I’m really scared to end back up on the street especially with our car in the shape it is), make our car atleast semi drivable, get food in the fridge because I’m losing a lot of weight quick and my ED is incredibly triggered. I’m just really scared and have nowhere to turn. Please if anyone can help it would be greatly appreciated and once I get unemployment I will pay it forward to others in need 💜.

You’re all beautiful people and I’ve met such kind souls on here during the lowest point of my life.

PayPal.me/fakelie (my bfs PayPal)

I also have fbpay, zelle, chime and google pay but you’ll have to message me for that

Disclaimer: the things I said about my uncle are true, whether he wants to admit it or not.

Me, lying on my bed, face down, desperately trying to get up: come on body yip yip

If you’re one of those people who thinks executive dysfunction only happens for things we don’t like (school, cleaning,) then please consider the fact that I’ve been meaning to plug my phone in for 20 minutes and I’m now at 2% and still putting it off to write this post ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

My anime/video game list consists of over 100 titles, easily, and yet I almost never get around to watching/playing any of them.

Executive dysfunction is not just for boring or unenjoyable things. It’s for everything. Even eating.

What is executive dysfunction? O.o

Put simply, it’s difficulty/inability with initiating tasks. The prefrontal cortex is responsible for executive functions, like decision-making and impulse control. People with ADHD and other neurological disorders that affect the prefrontal cortex often experience difficulty making decisions and performing tasks, as well as exercising self restraint. Part of why people with ADHD tend to procrastinate so badly is out of genuine inability to begin tasks, even if they’re very important.

It feels, for me at least, like I’m constantly waiting for something and I can’t start X task because I’m waiting. I never know what exactly I’m waiting for, but that doesn’t stop me from wasting hours and days not doing the things I need to do, even if I have a desire to do them.

It feels, for me at least, like I’m constantly waiting for something and I can’t start X task because I’m waiting. I never know what exactly I’m waiting for, but that doesn’t stop me from wasting hours and days not doing the things I need to do, even if I have a desire to do them.

Oh thank god, someone put it into words.

For me it’s also waiting for the “right” time to come to complete the task because for some reason my brain thinks doing the task at any other time is horribly, horribly wrong, weird, and out of order. The “right” time might come eventually, might not. It’s a lottery.

Yeah.  This.

Y’all make it sound so deep but tbh to me it feels like tapping on the ‘Do the dishes’ button but a screen pops up saying ‘you must be lvl 27 to do this activity’ and I’m like ‘well shit I’m only lvl 26 so I guess I’ll just dick around until my exp goes up 

And then next time I tap ‘do the dishes’ it demands I’m lvl 28 and by that time it’s getting a bit moldy and I’m just staring furiously at this pile of dishes, slapping the ‘Do the Dishes’ button to no avail. The stars aren’t in position. 

The stars are never in position.

sometimes there’s a Just Fucking Do It special move available but it depletes your entire power bar and the recharge speed is completely unpredictable

I click Do Thing and it loads to 78% and then stays that way for 3 days

For me it’s like a notification pops up saying “The dishes need doing. You have 4 seconds to comply. If you do not comply within the allotted time, “Do Dishes” feature will become unavailable for 3 weeks.” And if I don’t get up literally that instant and force myself to do the task, and wait even like 3-5 minutes, it becomes like when u open an un-dismissible window and accidentally click outside the box and your computer makes that chime noise to let you know that the option to click outside the box (do the dishes) doesn’t exist. And then I’m just laying there like “ding…ding……ding….” until 3 weeks has passed and I’m given another 4 seconds to seize the opportunity to do the dishes.

That last one is 100% yes. 

All of these.

And there are methods for working around it, but my brain keeps patching the loopholes I use to exploit it and get stuff done so I have to keep finding new ones

My body lags.

Yes. I know this feeling. I know I have a lesson to prepare but I can’t drag myself to do it and I wait and wait and now it’s five minutes after we’re supposed to start and I have to start the video call even though I have no lesson plan at all. 

I feel like a manual-transmission car with the clutch pedal depressed. I can shift into gear, I can press the accelerator down, I can turn the wheel, but nothing’s happening because the clutch is disconnecting the engine from the wheels and until/unless I figure out how to make that clutch pedal stop doing its thing, I’m not going anywhere.

New Pokémon Snap (TBA) | Platform: Nintendo Switch

It’s been a long time since I’ve felt so personally attacked.

There are more species of ladybug than mammals. There are more species of weevil than fish. The average animal is a beetle.

Show me an “animal-lover” who hates insects and I’ll show you a hypocrite.

There’s a saying that goes something like “If you attempt to understand God through His creation, you will soon be forced to conclude He has an inordinate fondness for beetles.”

Larry, if we make an effort today, we might be able to save August. Jaws (1975) | dir. Steven Spielberg

Sokka: Aang y'know how you took away Ozai’s firebending?

Aang: I recall yes

Sokka: can I have it

Aang: …what?

Sokka: can I have his firebending. just for like ten minutes

Aang: what no

Sokka: why not I wanna prank zuko

Aang:

Aang:

Aang: okay five minutes

This fukn post had me reeling so ofc I had to draw it

hi take everything I own

There’s more!

Baby Appa, soup for the soul

got my gen 4 remakes at claires

y'all joke but I would play the hell out of Pokemon Hot Topic

$50,000 immediately dropped into my bank account wouldn't improve EVERYTHING but boy it sure would be a grand, sexy little start to a good, happy life path, don't you think

Reblog for unexpected $$$ dropping into your Bank account.

Push play and just trust me

This sounds like something that would be playing in a story set in Victorian London slums or something? I DON’T KNOW.

ITS A GODDAMN SHANTY

its appropriate anywhere from the wild west to a pirate ship to imperial russia a jaunty steampunk adventure to one impressive bard

ok this shit FUCKS

@broadwaytheanimatedseries @dia-mond-universe

Damn this fucking slaps

Vitamin String Quartet do covers of pop songs with classical string arrangements. Some of them are really close to the original, like:

But others are just far enough away that they sound like classical music for a minute:

wasn’t there a Sherlock Holmes song sung to this exact melody?

If I may add some of my personal favorites, we have:

for Breathe: A Studio Ghibli Zine

I think they’d be friends!

It really be like that sometimes... 😔