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I stabbed him in his chest, but his grin didn't disappear, he did not die. I pulled it out with his blood on the blade, to find a hollow cavity in him. So I took the knife and stab the place he had his heart, in me. I fell on floor cold but before, I watched his smile fade away, I saw fear in his eyes and I knew it was Love, but for all the wrong reasons.

Smile for me one more time... hate me one more time... stop with your selfish love, will you? everything about my existence is to adorn your life, right? look I'm bleeding on your medals... your beautiful home has blood on it... my blood on it... are you smiling now... why did it take a knife through my chest for you to see all the blood... why is all this blood not enough... I'm bleeding and you are smiling again... there is hollow cavity in your chest... your heart is beating in my hands... but my heart is torn open... and you're smiling... you love how poetic it looks... the blood, me and your smile... how it adorns your life... but can I please stop bleeding now... i can't do this anymore...

and I hate the way I smiled for you.. watching me run out of my time.. I am smiling.. you are not.. You know very well that I took away a part of you, I broke you into something that cannot look pretty anymore. I am bleeding, but so are you.. I am bleeding and this time I will be dead and you won't... and you will be left, Alone, with a pain in your lungs and a voice in your head, with that unfilled space in your chest, with my stone cold heart in your hand, like all the time I was because of your love, Our Love. I am sorry to be selfish I told you it's in my bloodline... sorry for leaving you bleeding alone.. sorry for leaving you half-dead with my selfish Love behind.

Dupattas have to much power….hiding from the sun under the it, childhood friends using dupattas to catch and carry oranges from the tree, mothers useing it as a blanket for her child, using it as a makeshift bag to carry all the library books you borrowed, stolen kisses under them…I want to scream.

These tags are making me loose it

✨dupattas✨

Why am I unhappier now that I am in a relationship? Do people change once they start dating? My partner feels like a completely different person now. If this doesn't work out, it will fuck up our friend group. AGAHHAHABABABABABH

The fuck yeh kya hua

Ah dw, I have just been unhappy lately. Also maybe I expect too much out of romantic relationships after years of hyping up my expectations, thanks to romcoms. I waited 18 years for this, I wanted it to be perfect, it's not and that is causing me misery

Why am I unhappier now that I am in a relationship? Do people change once they start dating? My partner feels like a completely different person now. If this doesn't work out, it will fuck up our friend group. AGAHHAHABABABABABH

The fuck yeh kya hua

YOU THINK I’M JOKING BUT I’M DEAD SERIOUS

one day this comic will reach a million notes and then i’m going to quit my job and become a couch

Huh? What’s this? I don’t remember ordering something that big.

Oh, it’s a sofa? I already have one, though…

Hang on, my job sent me this? Is this some sort of bonus or something?

Huh??? It’s empty?? Then why was it so heavy…

Oh hang on what’s this?

I’m not sure I can reach it…

Oh crap!!!!

Everyone who isn’t reblogging this version is a coward and a villain

Every desi girl deserves a guy ....

who says "hayee" and place his hand on his heart as if he has seen the most pyara thing in the world

this man’s description of his wife in a newspaper article is gonna make me cry

how do you just get up and deal with the fact that there’s a last time for everything. there was a last time you sat on your dads shoulders and there was a last time your mom tucked you into bed. there’s going to be a last time you kiss your sister on the head and there’s going to be a last time you hug your best friend. there’s going to be a last time you feel exactly as you feel right now and there’s going to be a last time that person says i love you. i need to lay down

Iain Thomas, The Light That Shines When Things End

But the thing I will never admit to anyone who's met me is how desperately I want to be loved, I don't think I could say it. How I want someone to hold my wrists and kiss my palms and smile at me, and want me, I want to be wanted and I don't know how long poetry or songs will substitute for being wanted.

donna tartt: literally writes an entire 600 page book about how it can be dangerous to do things just for the aesthetic

us, already making pinterest boards: oh to be a classics student in vermont in the 80s drinking whiskey from a teacup and occasionally murdering people 

This will always be my favorite gifset. Ever.

im morally obligated to reblog this every time i see it

Definitely an always reblog.

Jesse I have to sell you to one direction

yo mr white bitch let me at least put on my pink converse, throw my hair into a quick messy bun and put on some mascara to accentuate my blue orbs first bitch

Anyone who thinks gifted kid burnout isn’t real should try to shut the fuck up

i listen a lot to CJ de Silva’s podcast and one time she talked about her childhood and being known as “gifted”. in case you’re clueless, she’s one of those “Promil Kid”. back in the early 90s, Promil (a milk brand) have this series of TV ads that features kids with super talents, so i guess the catch is to make your kid Promil and eventually you’ll get a gifted kid. funny that the ad sets the target to the parents and not to the milk drinker. anyway, CJ is one of those Promil Kid, the talent is art particularly painting. surprisingly, she had a great time being a Promil Kid. the milk brand did some promotional tour bringing CJ to different places and her task is to do some impromptu painting, she said that it was fun and she enjoyed doing the tour, it also came with a hefty earnings enabling her to attend to a good school and pay for her own college. i think her relationship with her parents played a huge factor coz she was never forced to do anything, even in school. her dad would tell her that it’s ok that she don’t get high grades, there was even a time that her dad told her that it’s ok that her math grade is average coz she’ll not gonna need it since she’ll be taking Fine Arts.

Shaira Luna, a much more popular Promil Kid also have a similar experience. if i remember it right, she said in an interview that she just grew tired of getting expectations as a brainy kid. but when she stop attending college and focused on photography, she was very well supported by her family. her college remarks was “failure due to absences” coz there was no failing grades. 

gifted kid burnout should not be a thing if the kid is very well supported by their parents. in fact, it should not be isolated on gifted kids, all kids deserves support from their parents. unfortunately, lots of kids are getting overworked coz they want to please the parents, or worse when the parents finds out that the kid is doing something that is not aligned to their plans, i can definitely hear the parents saying “walang pera dyan!”  its actually prevalent in Asia and i think it has something to do with the “utang na loob” mentality. that kids are required to payback coz they owe everything to their parents. we don’t have that moving out thing when we reach 18 like westerners does. so kids ends up as assets, something that would yield profit for the whole family. so no. there’s no such thing as gifted kid burnout. maybe look at the people who are burning the kid in the first place.

100 percent agreed. As a former “gifted kid burnout” guy whos still going for the academic chase, not as rigorous as my early years but still, I feel this.

People put their expectations on their kids like they’re gonna do this do that. Its still the formative years! The kids need time to understand what they wanna do. Not like if someone is good at maths they’re gonna get a PhD in it. Or if I got good grades I would necessarily get good grades further. Sometimes it’s luck sometimes it’s the drive. Yesterday my priority was being among the top kids, now it’s to enjoy life, I’m still doing better than average even though I feel overwhelmed, I need to live a life other than studies!

For adults, they reach a point where they just have to do the same thing over and over again, with responsibilities adding and subtracting, but overall a still hold. But for kids, and teens, its a time to find out and grow, learn and use it for the first time, get to know what the world is, get stable, get firm and prepared, some people get overwhelmed it’s not their fault or that they’ve lost focus and interest and whatever crap adults spew about it.

Gifted kid burnout is real and those who have it understand. Its definitely not a good thing to have or enjoy, who doesn’t want to get better grades or be successful in life/studies? But it’s something very very demanding and personally, I’ve lost interest in spending all my time chasing labels and validation.

Ask me if I have a man-

Bestie. I know you do 👀