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30 for the adhd asks?

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30. How do you feel about reading? Is it difficult for you or maybe it's one of your favourite pastimes? Do you like it but it's hard to get into and you can't get into it? Share your thoughts.

Okay, here's the thing about reading, when I was a kid I didn't read any big thick books or was a gifted kid, it was probably a developmental delay.
Secondly, when I started reading books, I consumed them, I love to read, I read a 500 page book in a couple days because it was my favourite series. I will hyperfocus on books and finish them.
But there was a time in my life that I started to feel really upset that I would finish them quickly, I wanted to make the ending last, and I lost momentum, I forgot what I was reading, it was harder to read.
So now I read them at a moderate pace. I love to read, but I take my time. I am a collector of books, specifically YA fantasy novels. But at some point when I was young, and it's probably in a box somewhere, I had the first and second Warriors Cats Series, but I never participated in fandom for that. And not gonna lie, sometimes fandom ruins books for me and I hate it. (Looking at you ACOTAR fandom, i hate Nessian and I hate the fixation on that ship. Anyway,,,)
So it's sometimes hard to get into finishing books, or reread them to complete it. But I love a lot of series that I got to finish, and I hope that I can finish them at some point.
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gotta say i OBSESED over warrior cats from like 5th grade? to early highschool- had every book (up till they started dawn of the clans)

ever want to find someone, beat them black n blue then scoop out their eyes and pour salt into their eye socket?

The Cat in the Ventilation Shaft

OP you are the first person I’ve ever encountered whose story vibes are on par with Junji Ito’s

Having been in that position, I can tell you that you don’t bite the hand that feeds, unless it hurts you. And also meowing is a good trick, I’ll have to remember.

Next time I prank a neighbor, it’s getting the hidden cat trick.

This cryptid’s gratitude to the OP. You’ve just terrified so many people and you don’t even know it…some haven’t even been born yet.

reminder to:

  • straighten your back
  • go pee goddAMN IT STOP HOLDING IT
  • go take your meds if you need to
  • drink some water
  • go get a snack if you havent eaten in a while
  • maybe wander around the house/stretch a little if you’ve been sat at the computer a while (artists especially: sTRETCH THOSE WRISTS)
  • reply to that text/message from earlier you’d forgotten about
  • maybe send a nice lil message to someone having a bad day?

I just would like to thank everyone who ever reblogs this so that it somehow ends up back on my dash because I usually need the reminder (especially the drinking water one)