“All relationships have one law: never make the one you love feel alone, especially when you’re there.”
— Unknown
“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be”
— Kriti G.
I’m mentally and emotionally exhausted, making me physically exhausted… my mom doesn’t care to really understand how I’m operating rn since I’m currently off my meds. I’m trying to explain to her that I kinda don’t have any control over my emotions and even though she says it’s ok to feel then, which I’m aware of, I want to be able to control them. All she sees is the shell of her daughter but little does she know I’m not mentally here. To top it all off I have an ex trying to belittle me like she did when we were together. Try and say that shit to my face and my parents faces. You won’t. Don’t fucking get mad at me for having the capability to save up my shit and you do not. How I spend my money and treat myself and my dog is none of your FUCKING concern. I have no care in the world right now so please…. PLEASE try me cuz I will come back at you like I’ve never done before. I don’t care if you hit me this time cuz I won’t think twice to swing back this time. Don’t be mad when you lose cuz I don’t have those ties to you anymore. I don’t have to just grab your ass and put you in a simple headlock this time. I beat the father of your baby cuz he beat me and I’m not afraid to go after your 4’11 ass. I don’t wanna be here so give me the final reason to leave. You no longer take up any wasted space in my phone. Or my physical life. Clearly I’m still working on my emotional and mental life and trying to get you the fuck out. YOU ruined me… don’t try to say I ruined your life cuz you have everyone and everything you need. I lost my best friend because of you. Actually I lost a lot of friend because of you and I also lost myself. So for that… FUCK YOU
Thanks… Thanks for making me look like a fucking idiot. You could’ve told me stop. You could’ve told me about this person. Instead you allowed me to flirt with you and pour my heart out even still. You know where I’m coming from and how I feel. So now I’m embarrassed and I feel like an idiot for holding on to literally nothing. But thanks for validating that and allowing myself to finally let go. Each wound has just been reopened and it’s worse than when they were initially created. I’m literally trying to survive…
You've gotta learn to stop forcing things: conversations, connections, attention, or affection. If it has to be forced, it isn't meant for you. Being ok with losing people who are ok with losing you, is such an underrated power move. It flows or it goes.
“Don’t look for someone who will solve all your problems. Look for someone who won’t let you face them alone.”
— Wisdom Quotes
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You deserve a healthy love with someone who hears you, sees you, understands you, appreciates you, supports you, and loves you. Someone who is patient, communicates clearly, and creates a calm safe space to heal, grow, and bloom together. A love you never have to heal from.
You deserve a calm love with someone who's good for your mental health and nervous system. Someone who brings out your soft side – not your survival side.