Blackpink Jennie For Nylon JP
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Perhaps you could give us the last Unforgivable curse, Miss Granger.
i’ve made more playlists for people who couldn’t even remember my first name than i can count
i’ve lost myself in streetlights and the front seats of cars who didn’t belong to anyone special, just a warm body to kiss, a warm body to hold, a warm body to make me forget the blood running through my veins turned ice cold a long time ago
no one has broken my heart worse than i have, and i think that’s why it’s so easy to admit i’ve never really been in love, no, just wanting to feel like i belonged to someone who belonged to me, wanting to feel like there was someone in this lifetime who wouldn’t leave me alone with my pain
i think i have too much love in my heart and not enough heart to do anything about it
i’ve never met anyone i wanted to share the night sky with or anyone i wanted to be alone in the world with, i just know there’s an empty, longing feeling in my chest that wants to know the love and touch of someone who is genuine and permanent
i think part of me is afraid to love someone like my father, self-loathing but narcissistic, someone who drinks themselves half to death more often than they’ll say they love me and someone who cries themselves to sleep more often than they wake up before noon
i think part of me is afraid to love someone like my mother, kindhearted but uncaring, someone who is far too codependent to live on their own but far too fed up to continue living with me, someone who lives in a constant battle with themselves and myself and forgets that our love used to sleep between us and not tucked in a box underneath our bed
and i don’t want to build my home inside of someone who is good at running away because i will never be able to run fast enough to keep up, i need someone who feels as strange and alone as i do, someone who has known the touch of lovers who never loved enough to make an impact
🍊 Orange + Yellow Jennie 🍋 (requested)
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