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writies
I sit here alone and far from you, wondering if you think of me, if your thoughts still echo my name, if your fingers crave for my skin, if your heart asks you about me. I never knew how to be someone you miss, all I knew was your taste at 2 am and your voice at 10 am, all I knew was how your hands adored to dance on my body and how your eyes made my heart shine when you opened them into mine. I am just a naive girl who fell in love with you, a boy who’s forgetting her as easy as breathing. A naive girl who spends the nights waiting for a call from you, a stupid girl who still listens to the songs we used to make love to. A girl who wants to get rid of all these feelings, who wants to turn the pain into the dust that lays on the shelf where also your “forever’’s and ’‘always’’s are. The next time you call, I hope my mind won’t forget to remind me that you are a bad idea.

never knew how to be someone you miss.

(via writies)

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Love is commitment. Love is not always understanding them, but trying to. Love is knowing that when life gets too heavy, you have them to spot you. Love is both words and action. Love is when your mistakes are your fault alone and making excuses is too risky so your only option is to try to fix them. Love is not having to wait until you’re drunk or it’s 2am to show them your soul. Love is when flaws are just another part of the masterpiece. Love is saying what needs to be said because honesty might be painful but they’re too priceless to lie to. Love is when you can’t be happy if they aren’t. Love is respect. Love is patience. Love is being kind. Love is love is love.

maxwelldpoetry // What is love to you? (via wnq-writers)

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TO THE GIRL WHO LOVES HIM NEXT Take care of him. He has the kindest heart, he may not always seem like it though. He try’s to hide it with sarcasm and side comments, pretending that he has not one care in the world. If you can look past it though you will see how much love he has to give. He won’t always text you back, but he will still think of you. Unlike the rest of us he is not glued to his phone, just because he sometimes takes an hour to answer doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you. He sleeps, a lot. There are nights where he sleeps more hours then he spent awake that day. He just sometimes needs to not be anything. Being no where is easier than being himself sometimes. Although he hates sleeping with people you’ll know he loves you if he asks you to join him. Love to him is the scariest thing on the planet, if he tells you I love you do not take it lightly. Know that saying it took every inch of courage he has. if he disappears after know that he is just scared and hopefully he will find his way back to you. Just give him time, give him all the time in the world. He is more than worth it. Please, just love him with everything you have because had I have been given the chance I would have given him every single part of me. Love him the way I only wish I could. If you are lucky enough for him to love you, please love him back.

4am (via 4am-reflections)

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“What are you supposed to do you do when the one you want doesn’t want you anymore?” She asked. Now I thought that was a little unfair, because honestly what the hell do you do? It hurts like a bitch but it happens, “do you want me to lie to you, or do you want me to tell you the truth?” And there was a crack in her voice because she already knew the truth, she was just looking for someone to tell her what she already knew, “the truth, always,” she said. “The truth is I don’t know, I don’t know what you should do, because this is your life and not mine. Now I could tell you to keep trying and that hopefully one day he’ll eventually come around but the truth is I don’t know if that’ll ever happen either. But I could also tell you to walk away, and to let him go because clearly the two of you don’t want the same things - we wouldn’t be having this conversation if you did. I could tell you so many things and you may not like any of them, so here’s what you should do: whatever the fuck it is that you want to do, because you’re probably going to end up doing it anyway. If he’s what you want then stick around, choose him; but if he’s not, then you know, hit the road.”

c.f. // “at the end of the day, people are going to do whatever the hell it is that they want to do” (via flannelsandthecoffeebar)

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shmwrites
You were never really mine and I don’t think you ever wanted me to be yours but when you’re young and in love with an older boy who makes you feel special you don’t realise it until it’s too late, until your heart has been shattered and you’re the one who’s left picking up the pieces as he slams the door behind him, never once looking back.

you told me you loved me but you don’t destroy the people you love. (via helplesslydreamingx)

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I’m so sorry I loved you for so long. I’m so sorry I kept trying to hold onto you when it was obvious that you didn’t want me in your life anymore. All you wanted was to be set free and I think I have finally learned to let you go. Not because I want to, but because you’re happy without me. And all I ever wanted was to make you happy.
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I missed him so painfully. It honestly felt like my heart was tearing in two, as though it were being stretching across the insurmountable distance between us. So I started a diary. At first I thought it was about learning to let go, but I’m beginning to realise that it’s not. Because sometimes you can’t let go ….. and it’s about learning to carry it with you.

Ranata Suzuki, Why I still write (via wnq-writers)

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There’s always been a part of me that will be happy to see you and a part of me that will try to avoid you at any cause.

The art of moving on (via lovelettersfromthedead)

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I miss him but I’m not sure what I exactly miss because he didn’t, when I was with him he didn’t showed me love or how much he cared about me. So I miss a idea that never existed

these thoughts (via blvckjenner)

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criying
I hate missing someone. Their touch, their kiss, their laugh. The way their eyes light up when they talk about things they truly love. The way they say your name. It just makes you feel so damn special. The way they look at you, falling in love with them all over again. Their voice is the sweetest sound and you never want it to stop. You miss the way they brush the hair out of your face. The way their lips feel pressed against yours. Those little cheek and forehead kisses that make you blush.You miss those stupid jokes that you roll your eyes at. You miss them as a whole, but also every single piece of them. I hate missing someone, but I love having someone to miss.

I hate missing someone (via criying)