The moment you feel like you have to prove your worth to someone is the moment you absolutely and utterly have to walk away.
Alyssia Harris (via purplebuddhaquotes)
The thought of running back into your arms is so tempting and I would do it in a heartbeat if given the opportunity. But I have to remember that I’m not someone who should have to go through the things you put me through again. I shouldn’t be told I’m a first priority but never feel like it. I shouldn’t have to feel like I’m the only one who wants to see the other. I shouldn’t have to hear cheap talk and promises that amount to nothing in the end. I shouldn’t have to give someone all of my trust to only be let down and betrayed. I shouldn’t have to fall so hard for you and suddenly be left alone again. If nothing stopped you from leaving so heartlessly the first time, nothing will stop you from doing so again.
that’s why i will stop myself. (via tbfhprincess)
Dear Dad ,
When I write to you I often write of my anger and my misfortune. I write of how you weren’t such a good man and I blame you for me picking the wrong ones . I blamed you for never showing me how a man should love me . I blamed you for making me… but this letter isn’t that .
This letter isn’t to bash myself or to bash you or my mother for making such horrible choices. This letter isn’t for you to be proud of me or for you to look down or maybe even up and want to comfort me. This letter is me healing .
I now know that the moons phases are like the faces of my emotions. I’ve weathered the storm in my mind long enough to know that there are some battles that simple never were mine. The idea that I picked men like you were only because I was searching for you subconsciously. I let them abuse me because I never got a taste of love from you.. now I’m grown and I am falling in love with a man who is nothing like you.
He’s not anything like how you could have ever been and I’m proud of myself. See , he’s a man who doesn’t use my weakness to attack me. He’s a man that doesn’t use foul language with me. If God is willing 11 years from now he’ll be a father and even if it’s not with me , he’ll be a good one .
Dear dad, we all make mistakes and I forgive you for yours.. life is too short and too beautiful to allow what you did to me , haunt me for the rest of my days. I hope heaven is treating you nicely and if you’re in hell , I hope the fires aren’t too hot. I hope you get a good breeze of cool air once in a while.
Love , your daughter
you know when you’re so horny that you feel like your pussy’s got its own heartbeat
