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“I think there is a general misconception that you write poems because you “have something to say.” I think, actually, that you write poems because you have something echoing around in the bone-dome of your skull that you cannot say. Poetry allows us to hold many related tangential notions in very close orbit around each other at the same time. The “unsayable” thing at the center of the poem becomes visible to the poet and reader in the same way that dark matter becomes visible to the astrophysicist. You can’t see it, but by measure of its effect on the visible, it can become so precise a silhouette you can almost know it.”

— Rebecca Lindenberg, from Why Write Poetry?

Every woman I have ever loved is still working out how to love herself. Has a closetful of ghosts and has been to a hundred funerals of the women she used to be. Wonders what wounds her mother carries that she will never know about. Hopes that the weight of the world doesn't eventually crush her, that she is strong enough to handle it all. Wishes a day will come when she can put it all down, give her aching shoulders a rest. Wants someone to truly see her and not make a feast of her kindness and dreams. Is forever hiding a secret hunger for what calls to her in the dark. Holds a universe inside her, but has been told to make herself smaller despite the paradox. Praise be that universes are not in the business of listening to anyone but themselves. Every woman I have loved has thought about it. The art of disappearing. To be here one day, and the next, like smoke, simply gone.
- Nikita Gill, Every Woman I Have Ever Loved

Spuffy style Reading Challenge - #19: The Uncorked Reading Challenge

Fic That Changes Your World Perspective

When a Buffy from another dimension rescues Spike after he’s left beaten in Dead Things, his and Buffy’s world is irrevocably turned upside down.

Fic Set In Iceland

After the big showdown in L.A., the Powers That Be decide to make each of their three Champions (Buffy, Angel, and Spike) a deal, which they may or may not choose to accept. This story follows what happened after they made those choices, how their lives played out in the years that followed, and how Buffy and Spike eventually found their way back to each other.

Fic Set In One Of The 50 States

Christmas Eve in Cleveland, 2004.

Summer Fic Perfect For The Beach

A Slayer. A vampire. A 1959 DeSoto. Spike kidnaps Buffy and heads back to Brazil in a misguided attempt to appease Drusilla. What starts out as revenge turns into an experience neither will forget. If they don’t kill each other first.

A Fic Set In Your Upcoming or Bucket List Travel Destination

It’ll take more than death and a fiery apocalypse to keep them apart now. (Sequel to Meet Me at Midnight)

WWII Fics

In 1943, to save Dru, Spike agrees to go to France to save the Slayer who is held captive by the Germans. In 2000 Sunnydale, Buffy - newly returned from the grave and in a relationship with Spike - agrees to time travel back to France to save a Slayer and kill a vampire.

A Creepy Classic

There was no body to bury. There was no funeral. There was nothing but the three rules and the knowledge that a thousand years of torment was nothing compared to a world without her in it. Spike embarks on a journey through the Gates of Hell to rescue the one he loves, but in order to save her, he must risk losing himself.

A Fic To Inspire New Cuisine

AU. Spike killed his third Slayer, but Dru was already dust. He’s been lost, but when his supper turns out to be more than he bargained for, it leaves him hungry for something else instead. And Buffy? She’s just hungry.

JAWBREAKER ━━ the chapter list.

PAIRING ━━ TASM!Older!Peter Parker/Original Female Character

SUMMARY ━━ Sloane is sent back to Queens on a reporting assignment surrounding the deaths of two teenage girls and a possible serial killer on the loose named the Jawbreaker. Her boss suggests that local masked vigilante, Spider-Man, might have information regarding the case, but the hero is out of his prime years and has slowly faded into obscurity. And then she meets smart and scruffy Peter Parker, who promises her a meeting with the enigmatic superhero. Little did she realize that from there, all hell was going to break loose.

WARNINGS ━━ This story is rated 18+. Please be aware this fic features explicit smut, explicit violence, PTSD, alcoholism, Munchausen by Proxy syndrome, cursing, character deaths, and other adult subject matters.

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TAGLIST ━━ @bubblebuttwade @thoserthebestkind​ @klarolineepiclove (want to be added? send me an ask or dm!)