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The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so completely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.
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I decided that my life isn't worth living anymore. Tonight I'm going to get a hotel somewhere far away, buy some sulphur and a rope just in case the sulpher doesn't work, lock myself in the bathroom and light the sulfur up like insence. I'm hoping it is quick and easy. I know it's selfish to leave behind my family, my boyfriend, my best friend and friends but I just can't be here anymore. I have no doubt in my mind about my decision, so that's why I'm writing this suicide note so everyone knows that my death wasn't accidental or a murder. Tonight I will be taking my own life away so that I don't have to feel this way anymore... I have already taken a handful of pills so hopefully I will fall into a deep sleep soon, I'm beginning to feel numb and slow. But the decision has been made, I'm sad to leave but I know it's the best way rather than just continuing leading this fucked up life selling myself for my drug addiction, poverty and endless fucking bad decisions. I'm a failure at being a girlfriend, a sister, a daughter, a student etc.. Everything I do is wrong and the bad decisions that have led me here will all be gone tonight.

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Hands Off Spell- Body Scrub to Prevent Unwanted Touching

1 cup of salt

1 tablespoon powdered or finely ground anise

A few drops of clove oil

¼ to 1/3 cup coffee oil (to make coffee oil put coffee grounds in a pan with olive oil and heat slowly until oil is strong as you like)

Combine ingredients and charge. Apply once a day in circular motions, rinse well. Every time you apply the scrub be sure to focus on keeping unwanted hands off of you. 

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  • don’t ever feel bad for asking me to tag a trigger
  • i do not care what the trigger is
  • i will tag it for you
  • you have legitimate reasons to be triggered by it
  • and i am not one to question those reasons
  • so just send me an ask
  • and i will tag it all the time in future
  • your wellbeing is worth twenty extra seconds of my time at least

Also, even if it’s not a trigger, and just something that makes you squeamish, upset, ect…

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Send me Witchy questions/prompts and I'll answer publicly, even if they're "controversial" things

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Blood Magic

I know this is a touchy subject, and I’m really hoping that nobody get’s offended by this topic, but blood magic is a valid branch of magic that I practice and it has come to my attention that it’s really hard to find any good sources on blood magic. Everything I’ve found outside of personal experience and familial teachings is either steeped in “ooooo, mystery” or painted heavily with “never do blood magic, it’s eeeeevil!” So, I’m going to talk about blood magic a bit. Keep in mind, I don’t claim to be any kind of authority, and this is all my personal practice. I’m more than willing to hear how others use blood magic, but please, NO SHAMING. If you don’t like blood magic, you’re free to state why, but avoid blanketed statements such as “it’s evil/wrong/sick/ect…” because, just because it’s not okay for you, doesn’t mean your morals and life experiences apply to everyone else. I may go into more detail on specific things later on as I think of more things I want to add. 

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honestly i am so disappointed that i am not a woodland princess living in a little cottage in the woods with magical dresses and cloaks and a pet fawn