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ive had this same tumblr account for years now and since the beginning im pretty sure ive been about 4 different people and yet everytime i go back through it i love it the same. thats pretty grounding, helps me to know i was in there deep down and past all the psycho 

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infatuatingly
And I’m still telling myself that it was almost too easy to spit profanities at you from afar, and yet I could never have mustered up that same vehemence to have proclaimed so insistently that you were not deserving of happiness to your face. Because I only craved validation, agitation - passion in any form - and it still shocks me that your indifference was what staggered me the most.

and I’m trying to process this but you’re not there for reference (via infatuatingly)

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tehsims2

studied for 30 seconds im gonna rock this fuckin test 

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deepswimmers

this was legitimately what happened in high school but now that I'm in college it goes more like this "I studied for 3 hours I'm gonna fail this test"

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deceptivelips
Tell me what happens the first time you see a woman naked.’ ‘The first time you see a woman naked will not be like you imagined. There will be no love, no trust, no intimacy. You won’t even be in the same room as her. You won’t get to smile as she undresses you and you undress her. You won’t get to calm her nerves with nerves of your own. You won’t get to kiss her, feeling her lips and the edge of her tongue. You won’t get to brush your fingers over the lace of her bra or count her ribs or feel her heartbeat. The first time you see a woman naked you will be sitting in front of a computer screen watching someone play at intimacy and perform at sex. She will contort her body to please everyone in the room but her. You will watch this woman who is not a woman, pixelated and filtered and customized. She will come ready-made, like an order at a restaurant. The man on the screen will be bigger than you, rougher than you. He will teach you how to talk to her. He will teach you where to put your hands and he will teach you what you’re supposed to like. He will teach you to take what is yours. You must unlearn this. You must unlearn this twisted sense of love. You must unlearn the definition of pleasure and intimacy you are being taught. Kill this idea of love, this idea of entitlement, this way of scarring one another

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sheabutterbitch

notes on rekindling romantic relationships: nostalgia is a liar, old habits die hard, don’t confuse familiarity with comfort, sometimes even healed wounds hurt, time doesn’t build trust, growth does not look the same on everyone, listen to the voice in your head, love requires more than love, protect yourself

Eeeeeouch

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So I'm wondering do you think dying will feel nostalgic bc like we were dead before we were alive

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stability
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skellydun

it’s day five of my reoccurring dream of where i fight Russell Crowe in a parking lot? it’s always a different parking lot and for a different reason but it’s still him. I haven’t lost yet but we’ll see how tonight goes.

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kinley-moore

My kink is when you’re eating a pint of chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream and your spoon hits a massive boulder of cookie dough that you then pry out like an archaeologist on the dig of a lifetime

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dark--mornings
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sunrisestoner

This is my favorite shade of sky. There’s something so magical about a warm glow and pure silence of winter

I can hear the silence.