I vowed to myself, the day you found the someone else was the day I’d stop texting you. I won’t be the reason for someone’s insecurities, I won’t do that to her, nor you. I love you so much, as much as to let you go even though it hurts. I know that’s the only way you’d truly get a chance to be happy. Even if it breaks me.
“You will have days where you feel better, and you will have days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again.”
— Unknown
“You always have the choice to be happy. Learn to understand the purpose of bumps in the road, grow from them and stay positive.”
— Unknown
“Try not to feel jealous about things, or other people and what they have. It will make you bitter and kill you inside. Just keep living, and find your own path, and one day you’ll discover your own happiness.”
— Unknown
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So many unsaid words, so many un-felt feelings, so many what-ifs.
no matter how long its been I feel like my heart will always miss the once was, my heart will always have an ache for the what if.
My heart will always, always long for you. But I wish it didn’t. I wish I stopped aching for you. maybe one day.
-fucking wish I had said something.
if the multiverse is real, I hope we always meet each other in every one of them.
“Watching you leave was like barely missing a flight. The adrenaline rush of sprinting to the gate, the quick moment of relief when I thought I would make it, then the brutal crash as I realized the plane was leaving without me. You were the plane, and I was just another girl running through the airport. For a brief moment, I thought we would make it.”
Planes - Lost on the East Coast
