I’m also just going through another drawing transition. I stop drawing every time this happens and then when I come back to it, things just start taking a different shape.
It’s not as drastic as usual. There are only so many leaps one can take.
You get the gist of it.
Haven’t been drawing Bering and Wells because I’ve been fighting for my dispatchers lives.
Sent this to my lieutenant since our dispatch has been sprayed twice and still being attacked by mosquitoes.
Actual quotes from my dispatchers. No need for dramatizations. They are the most dramatic. And I applaud them. Because one day I will write a show definitely not loosely based on them. And any likenesses to persons real or imagined will be purely coincidental.
#dickens draws#I do have Bering and Wells drawings in the backlog I just haven’t been motivated to post them#like I get very annoyed when I cannot write something to accompany the drawings#and I could just post them but no#I shan’t#I refuse#I wish to draw and then write and then post and then bask#because that is more entertaining for my future self#like a few years from now when I’m in my own feed reminiscing on how I used to draw a few years before#the problem for me is that I have been getting self conscious about the subject and so not posting#which is wild when I should just be drawing for myself and those of you who continue to put up with me and relish in this fandom#no one else#oh but also there’s ages so#I guess I’m not being as neglectful as I thought#teehee
truly not mad at all the rebecca ferguson rolling through my timeline. major heart eyes.
#we are currently watching silo but I love her in Doctor Sleep#even if she is literally evil incarnate#I’m not drawing anything until after this week because tonight at work is going to be a mad house#and then we are spending the weekend watching the 2yo nephew#but i have been writing and plotting as always
Seems like every time I return to work there is a giant ass full moon in the sky.
I’m in the UK/Ireland, so I haven’t drawn a damn thing. But here are some photos! Mostly Jr., Mini, and Co-Parent.
#dickens travels#teehee#been here nine days and flying nine hours home tomorrow#got to see Jenn and talk old fandom and fic and now I feel like working on Ages on the plane#also the kids have become really great travelers#we flew LA to Montrael to Dublin then London and trained to Edinburgh#flew back to Dublin and tomorrow to Vancouver San Francisco and home#and they’re just chill the whole time#all that California driving has truly paid off
- What about Emily Lake? If Sykes thinks he can put her back together, she’s in a lot of danger. - Destroy me, and she’ll be of no value to him. WAREHOUSE 13 (2009–2014) “EMILY LAKE”
Third GIF Myka’s face saying it all.
#bering and wells#sorry but not really because the sent my spiraling back into Emily Lake fic#and Apparitionism has some of the best of it on AO3#and now I wish to write more of my own that I never really worked through#Helena trying to throw her wife away I mean her life away for some unseasoned version of herself with the hardest Rs ever heard in my life#girl please
Temptation is a dream to which Conscience has lost herself far too many times. Far far too many times.
#bering and wells#dickens draws#endless wonder wives#i have had this drawing for weeks trying to doodle fic it but nothing i wrote settled correctly in my bones#just trying something new with photos because i don't want to draw traditional backgrounds#not just that i don't want to or i don't like the but i feel like this could be more fun for me#or it could be more annoying who knows#or save the world? lol#i am behind on posting but i am not behind on drawing let me tell you what
bering and wells was canon. i am not sure where or when the mood diverted into "it should be" but it is. and yes, conversation about how representation is presented has surpassed the show's creative existence by nearly a decade but there are ANSWERS to all of these questions and a lot of old heads in this fandom worked hard (and had a lot of fun trying) to get those answers. if the very people who played those characters intentionally played them as in love before the influence of fandom and, repeatedly (to this day), affirm that they were and are in love, the canon lives on.
i'm (not) sorry jack kenny is so wounded by the fact he didn't think up the most popular thing about a show that he decided to destroy the entirety of by throwing into a heteronormative chum bucket - but that doesn't negate the fact that MYKA and HELENA are IN LOVE and in love ON SCREEN, and the whole writing, filming, editing, and effects teams were all in on it.
#like please explain how every scene they're in together is set up and scripted the way they are#frame by frame explain this to me#please i am begging y'all#what is the reason#other than bisexual shenanigans#see#you don't know either#canon#bering and wells#there is no heterosexual explanation for any of this#it's called subtext my friends#i know y'all hate it but it is a powerful storyteller when the PTB refuse to let your story be told#and the funny part is that they never see it coming
sometimes people can surprise you…
#all the touches#all the looks#all the angst and pain#all the love and protection#every time i think i am over them i realize i am not#i have just moved on to a different medium of admiration#and right now it's illustrations that i never post because i have to write accompanying fic#and i would rather not post it for months to post it with fic than to post it without fic#also additional curses to Jack Kenny who doesn't deserve to share initials with Joanne Kelly#also JAIME COME BACK TO US#okay i'm done
Cleaned up my desk.
#bering and wells#dickens draws#my room is in summer mode so I’ve got layers of blackout curtains over all my windows#to keep the heat out as much as possible which is not as much as I would like#because that’s what happens when you have a nearly 100 year old house with 55 windows#also having several screens doesn’t help with the heat lol#but I have work to do so#aka retirement plan
oh my GOD
I wonder where Kelly learned all of this top tier fandom meddling. Laughs in Defiance.
Happy Nine Years of Flooding This Fandom With Bwoodles to me!
#bering and wells#dickens draws#for nine years#bwoodles#it was a couple days ago but I am not keeping a tight calendar round these parts#as I was putting all these emojis on this image on Twitter I was thinking#why isn’t this a thing#that i do regularly#like sticker books for grown ass adults#anyway happy celebratory occasion to me#I think I actually started writing before I started drawing#also still need to draw and print a new manual
#bering and wells#dickens draws#warehouse 13#endless wonder wives#solving puzzles saving our marriage#everyday i'm bwodlin'#held onto this waiting for some dialogue to come but it’s been like a week now and nothing#but it’s also finals week and I had one to do plus Coparent is in Grademageddon#so here have some cute outfits
I fell behind on posting Ages Chapter 33 and ended up rewriting the whole thing. The universe used my overfloweth cup of stress to say, “Nah, that ain’t it.” And you know what? The universe was right. Because it’s better now.
#what if all this drama with my car is just the universe being like#you impatient little so and so I told you not to buy that car last year#because It’s for sure getting totaled out they’re just waiting on battery estimate for insurance#I swear if they low ball me I’m going to RAGE#but also we are going to Ireland England and Scotland next month so just let it be done#I’m not going to lose my mind over not having a car payment until the 24 model drops#and that’s just more money in my pocket to save for later#buying the same car this year is going to cost me $7K less#tears#the universe just needs to make sure I don’t have to make another car payment#on a car I do not have in my possession because I am losing my mind about $3300 already in the bin