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HELLBOUND HEART ;

@deathmental / deathmental.tumblr.com

"—All my life I've been so lonely all in the name of being holy; And still, you'd like to think you know me, you keep buying stars.”
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Indigenous (Lakota) / Queer / Disabled / Artist ; I go by a lot of different names, you can use whichever of them you please 🖤

I’m a cranky and serially tired introvert, but I do love to chat, don’t be a stranger!

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menstrual cramps are so insane bro why my knees hurt??

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Do u wanna actually know the answer cuz I know the answer. Long story short the biological process of inflammation results in the goo in ur joints (synovial fluid) getting all gunked up. Which makes ur joints hurt, and ur feeling it in ur knees. I can go into way more detail if u want but also if u can take some Tylenol (acetaminophen), it targets inflammation so it should help.

Misogyny is not an inherent biological feature in men. It’s a societal ill that men are taught and socially rewarded for perpetuating. Spreading the idea that misogyny is biological is a really defeatist way of looking at things because leads to people thinking that women being harassed and attacked and murdered is just the natural order of things and not something that we can push back against and change and eradicate. 

What's up with the Satanic Panic, in a nutshell.

Around the 1970's, conservative Evangelicals began weaponizing a number of conspiracy theories against anyone who wasn't a conservative Evangelical. These conspiracy theories were essentially repackaged witch hysteria (IE, the conspiracies pushed by early modern witch hunters) and antisemitism (especially blood libel).

The core conspiracy theory was that a global satanic cult was working behind the scenes to manipulate politics and lead people away from Jesus. The exact practices of the cult depended on who you asked, but common allegations were practicing human sacrifice (including plenty of child sacrifice), drinking human blood, engaging in sex slavery, producing CSE and snuff films, doing drugs, and having orgies.

Numerous people stepped forward claiming to have been either former cult members, or cult survivors. Pretty much all of their accounts are full of blatant absurdities, and anytime someone was actually investigated, pretty much all of their claims fell apart. For example, Mike Warnke, one of the earliest self-proclaimed ex-satanists, was found to have made up his entire story. One woman, Lauren Stratford, was not only revealed to be a fraud, but afterward claimed she was a Holocaust survivor to collect benefits.

Some examples of claims made by people who claimed to be ex-members/survivors include:

  • Neopaganism was created by the global satanic cult, and Aleister Crowley was their main agent in this.
  • All neopaganism and modern witchcraft is a slippery slope to human sacrifice and "hardcore satanism."
  • All media that depicts magic or the supernatural in any way is part of the satanic agenda. Yes, literally all of it. Yes, even that.
  • Homosexuality is part of the global satanic agenda.
  • Rock and heavy metal music are part of the global satanic agenda.
  • Fluoride, artificial sweeteners, and various food additives are actually mind control drugs.
  • Electromagnetic waves are used to control people's thoughts.
  • Marxism was created by the global satanic agenda.

If you know anything about QAnon conspiracy theories, you might notice that some of these look awfully familiar. This is because QAnon was another manifestation of Satanic Panic. They updated "electromagnetic waves" to 5G, and largely replaced homosexuality with transgender, but it's the same thing.

The conspiracy theory about cultists creating mind controlled slaves by inducing dissociative identity disorder through torture (all that Project Monarch stuff) is purely a product of the Satanic Panic. People's supposed "memories" of this abuse were generally produced via recovered memory therapy, which is now known to be more effective at implanting memories rather than recovering them. No serious investigations ever produced any evidence of the supposedly widespread and incredibly elaborate torture of tens of thousands of children.

Now, there have been actual isolated cases of what might be considered satanic ritual abuse. But they do not constitute evidence of a global satanic conspiracy. Rather, they constitute evidence that the perpetrators were inspired by the conspiracy theory.

Additionally, they had a very pseudoscientific view of DID, and the horrible practices allegedly used to induce it and create mind controlled alters were pure pseudoscience, as were the alleged symptoms that someone might be a victim of satanic ritual abuse and just didn't remember it. Everything from autism to having conflicted feelings about your abuser to liking BDSM could be construed as a sign that you had been ritually abused. With a bunch of therapists fully convinced that thousands of people had been ritually abused and armed with hypnotic techniques that allowed them to implant memories of abuse, you can see where things could turn messy in a hurry.

Those who claimed to be former satanists/SRA victims were extremely clear in their assertions that this global satanic conspiracy really did exist, and that the only way to escape and stay safe from it was to accept Jesus. Tales of demonic attacks that could only be stopped by the power of Jesus were common, as were other claims of grandiose supernatural power.

In short, the Satanic Panic was - and still is - a means of demonizing anyone who isn't a fundagelical Christofascist, and scaring anyone who already is, into remaining such. Many of the conspiracy theories have made their way into supposedly progressive circles, so you'll occasionally come across the Project Monarch stuff in DID communities, or see pro-LGBTQ people subscribing to conspiracy theories about the wealthy elite drinking blood or adrenochrome.

But make no mistake, there is no "grain of truth" these allegations of a global satanic conspiracy. There was no "time before all of this was corrupted by evil agendas." It was all created by people with with hateful agendas, and continues to be perpetuated by people with hateful agendas. And that's all, folks.

WORD. And conservatives and evangelicals literally just recycle the same basic (and baseless) claims every five or ten years and aim them at a different group. Literally all the Q rhetoric is just reworded Satanic Panic stuff with different window dressing.

Slight tangent - Don't think this hasn't made its' way into witchcraft and pagan circles either, because it has. And I'm not just talking about the community issues with racism, antisemitism, and historical misinformation. When you see moral puritanism in discussions about witchcraft, when you see witches claiming there's a "good" and a "bad" way to display a pentacle or telling other practitioners they shouldn't practice certain types of magic bc Bastardized Incorrect Version of Karma, that's a product of the Satanic Panic.

It grew out of a concerted effort by the modern witchcraft community to prove to the general public that oh we're not cultists, we're not associated with THOSE witches, we're the GOOD ones. That's why there's so much emphasis on the Threefold Law in 1980s-1990s witchcraft literature. That's why late 90s shows like Charmed and Buffy portrayed witchcraft the way they did.

I could go on, but I don't want to derail OP's post too much.

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me just trying to go through a character tag:

the posts:

scallop!yandere!possessive!cannibal!bigtentacledick!thomas the tank engine x depressed!bloody!submissive! freight train reader for the ahdfifisejrnf!au for @xxilovetrainsxx_
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my mom finally bought a toaster

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why did this get notes

we’re happy for you

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its just a toaster

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it’s been three years since i made this post. stop congratulating me on the toaster! stop asking me how the new toaster is doing!! i don’t know!! i haven’t lived with my mom in almost a year! i haven’t seen that toaster in months!! she might even have a new new toaster now!!! who knows!? not me!

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@egberts how’s the toaster?

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well the 10 year update to this saga is that I don’t talk to my mom and I have my own toaster 👍 don’t let your dreams be dreams

Cleaned up some Wips I've had saved for a while. Had this AU of when the grabber died he just became an even sexier demon?

But the concept didn't hold my attention for long so these will just stay as WIPS, but was a good excuse to try different brushes out.

i really am so frustrated by white leftists lately. who insist on listening to indigenous voices-- until it becomes inconvenient to their own ideology. colonialism but slightly to the left is still colonialism.

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white lgbt ppl dont know how much trouble theyve caused for us -_-

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white lgbt ppl will constantly have to be informed about racism and nonwhite issues bc they're only ever friends w other white people, speak over lgbt ppl of color when it comes to representation and problems in media, not acknowledge when white supremacy feeds into intracommunity bigotry. and then say things like "the lgbt community shouldn't be at odds with each other! 😤" i don't know if you guys know how big a split there is between you and us at the best of times

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white gays can reblog this if u can keep ur mouth shut

full offense ya’ll don’t have to announce you’re white, very white savior-y, just reblog the post and stop trying to use people’s struggles to make yourselves look good

! VINDICATION !

there is now a post going around making fun of the post you found annoying but didn't want to get into an argument about

REWARD: mild sense of satisfaction, cuntiness +2%

okay i'm gonna say something and you all have to give me a chance. ready?

we need to stop making fun of poor american southerners who distrust the government. it's real easy to call them all conspiracy theorists and dismiss them, but half the time, its built off of a genuine feeling of being abandoned by the infrastructure meant to keep them safe.

in appalachia, a lot of people lost their homes because of coal mining operations. a lot of people worked in those mines, and then when the mines stopped being profitable, they got tossed out with the bathwater. a lot of appalachia is poor, malnourished, and i don't blame them for not trusting rich politicians who dismiss them as stupid and lower class.

if yall actually listened to half the things poor southerners say, you'd realize that a Lot of common leftist complaints are virtually identical to the rural grandma who doesn't hold with electronic money and politicians. it stems from a genuine feeling of abandonment and ostracization by the people who run the country. functionally, someone living paycheck to paycheck in the city in a tiny apartment has infinitely more in common with someone from rural appalachia than a politician. high rent, high taxes, food insecurity, feeling lied to by those in power, a general sense of frustration. it just sounds fancier coming from a city mouth than one with shitty teeth and a southern accent.

tl;dr stop dismissing southern people as stupid. they're absolutely right not to wholeheartedly trust politicians, because they've been fucked over by them time and time again, and honestly, id rather talk to a southern person who openly distrusts their representatives than someone from the city who wholeheartedly believes that Frederick Jamestown OldMoney III genuinely cares what people think and can be convinced to change his ways.