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@deadlynightshadecrossed

A blog dedicated to my forever changing interest and declining mental health
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Welcome to my blog! Here’s a few facts about me and my blog!

Hi! My name is Ross! I’m a young adult gnc bisexual female! I’m a Cancer sun ☀️ Taurus moon 🌙 and Scorpio rising ! I like to think I’m a huge feminist and I most of my opinions are women’s rights based. If it doesn’t help women, then it isn’t helpful. I also love paintings, and heavily obsessed with Yugioh.

Heavy trigger warning on my blog.

Some warnings on my blog include
  • CSA
  • Self harm
  • Suicidal ideation/thoughts/plans etc
  • Obsessive thoughts
  • PTSD
  • Mental and physical abuse
  • ED (I am not pro)
  • Child abuse
  • Religious Trauma

If any of these make you uncomfortable or trigger you, I highly suggest blocking. Please don’t report me this is the only way I can express my true feelings

Occasionally I do post other things like social justice, women’s rights, and yugioh art. I love liminal spaces, weirdcore, glitchcore, and some others. I also love Y2k aesthetics lol

I don’t tag anything (im kinda new to tumblr and I don’t really know how the functions work, so forgive me)

My blog is not safe for fetish bloggers. If your trauma made you kinky go seek therapy so you’re not constantly retraumatizing yourself, otherwise if anyone relates to what I think or relate to any of my experiences feel free

I think posting your triggers online doesn’t help and can lead to trolls and shitty people to purposely try to and trigger you. So I will not be posting mine. But to be fair I sometimes trigger myself just to feel something.

I’m currently not diagnosed with anything but due to my history and symptoms I think I may be mentally ill and neurodivergent. I currently can’t afford a psychiatrist to try and diagnose anything

But yea! That’s my blog! Feel free to lurk around and enjoy my weird interest and declining mental health 😅

Here’s a picrew image I made of myself (before I found out I was bi)

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quinntheestallion

There needs to be another word for straight men’s sexuality because they are not psychologically heterosexual in the true sense of the word. They have a sexuality that is adjacent to homosexuality in everything but name.

The femininity the average man is conditioned to like is imaginary, artificial and man-made. That’s why males are able to throw on wigs and bolt on unnaturally round fake breasts and inspire arousal.

But signs of natural feminine sexual maturation such as hair, stretch marks, cellulite, soft fat deposits- they aren’t attracted to.

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deadlynightshadecrossed

A long shot but I’m so desperate

Hey guys, recently my hours were severely cut and I’m only working 10 hours a week if that, my rent is getting raised and I’m relying on credit cards to pay for groceries and gas, and trying to fix my car, and unfortunately I’m getting close to maxing them out

I’ve been applying to better jobs but none seem to be getting back to me

If anyone feels up to it if you could venmo me even a few dollars I would heavily appreciate it, or even better, I have a Poshmark and Depop!

Venmo: Mrash-1

Depop: https://depop.com/angelicbees

Poshmark: @royalfuchsia

No obligations at all, but if you’re curious please take a look! I’m looking to expand my depop and make some art.

M R's Shop - Depop
Just trying to make some extra cash to eat
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deadlynightshadecrossed

Hey so update, my car completely shit the bed and I have no savings to buy a used car. Especially in this market. So reblogging so people can see this more please help if you can or signal boost. I’d appreciate it

#signal boost#desperate#struggle#poverty#money#venmo#my depop#poshmark#starving#poor
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neuroticboyfriend

it's okay if your body isn't like others'. there's nothing wrong with you, or your body. you're not broken or insignificant. not all bodies are the same, and that's okay. that's good. you're part of nature's variance - and just look how beautiful nature is.

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A long shot but I’m so desperate

Hey guys, recently my hours were severely cut and I’m only working 10 hours a week if that, my rent is getting raised and I’m relying on credit cards to pay for groceries and gas, and trying to fix my car, and unfortunately I’m getting close to maxing them out

I’ve been applying to better jobs but none seem to be getting back to me

If anyone feels up to it if you could venmo me even a few dollars I would heavily appreciate it, or even better, I have a Poshmark and Depop!

Venmo: Mrash-1

Depop: https://depop.com/angelicbees

Poshmark: @royalfuchsia

No obligations at all, but if you’re curious please take a look! I’m looking to expand my depop and make some art.

M R's Shop - Depop
Just trying to make some extra cash to eat
depop.com
#depopstore#poshmark#desperate#Venmo#you all are lovely#the strugge is real#struggle#yes my Poshmark name is a homestuck reference