I watched her as she walked in; Golden skin, Sickly thin, With the ombre hair.
She wound up at the bar with her friends; Vodka shots; no inhibitions. A vague smell of rot, Mixed with sweet cinnamon.
Parts 1 and 2 - Anti | The Outsider Girl
Are we awake? Am I too old to be this stoned? Was it your breasts from the start? They played a part For goodness sake I wasn’t told you’d be this cold Now it’s my time to depart And I just had a change of heart I’ll quote “on the road” like a twat And wind my way out of the city Finding a girl who is equally pretty won’t be hard Oh, I just had a change of heart
seeing two of your friends make plans without you is great
feeling like the thirdwheel is great, im glad you two are having fun without me…
i hate to feel selfish and self-centered, i really do,
but im glad you two are having fun, without me
“I’m the person who’s 100% down for spontaneous adventures but also 100% down to lay in bed all day.. i’m on both ends of the spectrum”
— (via poetic)
kind of really in the mood to drown myself
“I swear I saw you in my sleep darling, you were stitching up all the seams on every cut you have placed. My dear, my love, No madder what I do you will always be there. Every single moment of my aching dreadful life you will always be here. As i clinch my fist my heart starts to pound in my ear, Stop looking at me darling, you know how I get. I love you, I can’t touch you, I can’t feel you, but, I know your there. I see you my love. Your heart beats across the pitch black room. I will find you.”
— sitonmeimsanta (via sitonmeimsanta)
“Maybe it’s addiction, maybe it’s love, but let me tell you. It loosened the rope around my neck and I hope it throws yours away.”
— Sitonmeimsanta (via sitonmeimsanta)
“I’m waiting for my incredible, all consuming, death defying moment. The one point in time when the heat will fill my body, the music will be just right and my heart will be so lifted and free that I won’t care about everyone else”
— late night thoughts
literally everybody who has ever been kind to me has made me kinder in return
"They say in every library there is a single book that can answer the question that burns like a fire in the mind."
This is the best thing I’ve read today.
folklore, 2020
this was the story she was telling,,,
..this is what i've been trying to put into words since i first heard folklore.. @taylorswift @taylornation
folklore tracks + favorite lyrics
seven.mp3
My only one, my smoking gun, my eclipsed sun, this has broken me down My twisted knife, my sleepless night, my win-less fight, this has frozen my ground
When the whole world was against them, when the fighting died down, when everything seemed done and unfair and cruel - he was there.
Also, her ground was Holy once (Holy Ground), and now it’s frozen - a deep blue (but he painted her golden)
Stood on the cliff-side screaming, “Give me a reason”
What’s the point if everyone hates her? What’s the point in her art? In finding love?
Your faithless love’s the only hoax I believe in
Their love isn’t based on faith and hope, it’s just reality. And even if it sounds fake. It’s the only fake thing (hoax) she’ll believe in
Don’t want no other shade of blue but you
His colour is blue in all her songs, which she mentioned a LOT in the last three albums
No other sadness in the world would do
The emotions with him are the only ones that matter
My best laid plan
Nothing went the way she planned from 2016
Your sleight of hand
It seemed like a trick he’d stick around
My barren land, I am ash from your fire
The ash from fire tends to bring enrichment and life; she was cold (frozen ground) and he is the fire, and the ashes give her life
You know I left a part of me back in New York
She can’t move on from her old life, she’s New York City
You knew the hero died so what’s the movie for?
He knows the ending; he knows her legacy may die, she’s cynical. Also a nice callback to the fact he’s an actor?
You knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart
She comes with baggage, she’s not healed fully, she hopes he knows that and doesn’t expect her to be shiny and new
You knew the password so I let you in the door
He unlocked her heart?
You knew you won so what’s the point of keeping score?
I’m not sure…. but the lyric that comes to mind here was about “baby, who’s counting” in So It Goes…
You knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart but what you did was just as dark, darling, this was just as hard, as when they pulled me apart
Sounds like the breakup alluded to in Cornelia Street, maybe he made her take a good hard look at herself (so to speak) and made her face something she didn’t want to?
My only one, my kingdom come undone
He’s king of her heart, even when her heart breaks
My broken drum, you have beaten my heart
A very bloody clever lyric, and he’s king of her heart.
locations + favorite lyrics
dear god the inherent romanticism of being alive on this fresh morning in this broken world
“I knew you leaving like a father, running like water.”
— cardigan, Taylor Swift
im in this photo and i don’t like it
