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27|Gemini|Cali

@dayzefloats

Welcome to my inner thoughts.
The way I let go, and process things.
Poetry, quotes, and photos I love.
This is me 💖
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He asked her “what are you so afraid of?”
She told him “that I give everyone whose temporary a piece of my soul, and one day I won’t have a single piece of who I am left.”
-hmd (I’m running out of me)
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my burdens were mine to carry alone,

at least that’s what you thought.

it’s okay, tomorrow brought a new day.

releasing you, I released the negative energy, and that right there the moment of clarity like a breath of fresh air was the best thing I had ever felt.

it wasn’t ever my burdens that were to heavy,

it was yours, and that is something I no longer have to live with.

-hmd

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Who she was & who she is.

11/2/2021 - 3:42am

She had dandelions dancing in the sky,

Capturing every moment that goes by.

She kept memories forever,

never willing to surrender

She looks back,

Heart about to crack.

She wishes she could be her again,

Her own best friend.

The one who laughed like she didn't care,

Who danced in the mirror with out carrying the look of despair.

Did I romanticize sadness for so long?

she felt like she’d never belong

Did I lose my strength?

Am I no longer someone I love ?

why do I fill my head with this stuff

No it can't be,

I'm still that girl you see.

I just have scars I bare,

no one sees them, so i pretend I don’t care.

I still make dandelions dance in the sky,

Smiling in my car singing my favorite song, cruising, living life.

I've grown,

I hold my own.

I am stronger than before,

The old me can't be restored.

She never left she’s just grown

finally coming into her own

She is ready to come back out,

Her mind no longer filled with doubt.

She said,

I didn't leave you for dead.

There was just a lot to work out in your head.

Everyone has their time,

And darling you're doing just fine.

Just believe in me as I do you,

Cause look at all we have been through.

We survived together hand in hand,

You see darling this was only part of the whole plan.

You had to see who you didn’t want to be,

And escape into an unrealistic horrible reality.

It had to suck you in,

To give you the strength to live, and have true self love within .

-hmd

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Who she was & who she is.

11/2/2021 - 3:42am

She had dandelions dancing in the sky,

Capturing every moment that goes by.

She kept memories forever,

never willing to surrender

She looks back,

Heart about to crack.

She wishes she could be her again,

Her own best friend.

The one who laughed like she didn't care,

Who danced in the mirror with out carrying the look of despair.

Did I romanticize sadness for so long?

she felt like she’d never belong

Did I lose my strength?

Am I no longer someone I love ?

why do I fill my head with this stuff

No it can't be,

I'm still that girl you see.

I just have scars I bare,

no one sees them, so i pretend I don’t care.

I still make dandelions dance in the sky,

Smiling in my car singing my favorite song, cruising, living life.

I've grown,

I hold my own.

I am stronger than before,

The old me can't be restored.

She never left she’s just grown

finally coming into her own

She is ready to come back out,

Her mind no longer filled with doubt.

She said,

I didn't leave you for dead.

There was just a lot to work out in your head.

Everyone has their time,

And darling you're doing just fine.

Just believe in me as I do you,

Cause look at all we have been through.

We survived together hand in hand,

You see darling this was only part of the whole plan.

You had to see who you didn’t want to be,

And escape into an unrealistic horrible reality.

It had to suck you in,

To give you the strength to live, and have true self love within .

-hmd

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Darling,

You act like you have to hold the world on your shoulders, but the world is not for you to hold.

You are who you need to hold, and care for.

You’ve gone through so much war,

Inner, outer - it’s all too painful.

You tear yourself down to make others happy, but you never consider making yourself happy.

That’s what needs to change, and you hold that power in the palm of your hand.

So change it because this world you’re holding up will destroy you.

You weren’t made to be destroyed, you were made to be uniquely you. Greater than who you are today.

Some may say that putting yourself first isn’t the way.

Just Listen to me darling, and everything will be okay

- hmd (time to put me first)

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my burdens were mine to carry alone,

at least that’s what you thought.

it’s okay, tomorrow brought a new day.

releasing you, I released the negative energy, and that right there the moment of clarity like a breath of fresh air was the best thing I had ever felt.

it wasn’t ever my burdens that were to heavy,

it was yours, and that is something I no longer have to live with.

-hmd

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Am I a fool for loving so freely.
Do I fall in love too easily?
Heart on my sleeve,
All the lies i believe .
I fall for the small things,
They always pull my hearts strings
The way your laugh sounds like a hissing balloon.
Laying on the grass at night looking at the moon.
The way you light up when you talk about something you love.
Or how you’re soft but also tough.
The way you make me feel like I’m the only one,
Never making me fear that you will run.
-hmd (I hope this is real)
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am I really that easy to forget?
Was it because I love hard with out one single regret?
Everyone has their faults, mine is wearing my heart on my sleeve.
Yours is being a thief, stealing away hearts that you were never meant to receive.
Love isn’t suppose to be a thing you can just take away. Love is something that should always stay.
Wether you leave that person or not, you never have given it less than 100 percent .
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You’re heart broken,

Crying on the bathroom floor.

Wondering if you could have done something more.

It wasn’t you who did the wrong.

Not sure why you’re on the path that you’re on.

Uncertainty is something that will make you strong.

Hold on for the ride, soon baby girl you’ll be having the time of your life.

- hmd (my mind is racing )

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She’s seen so many lies come from the lips of someone she loved.
What use to be a tender sweet kiss, turned into something she would miss.
She lays in bed broken,
Tears streaming down many words left unspoken.
She never understood the way people could lie. At least they could never say why.
Even with her Heart broken, she still had to keep her heart golden.

- hmd ( trying to get away from all this hurt)