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Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand.
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bpd gothic
- you are sad, cavernously sad. your friend calls. you are happy. you recall she hung up first. you are sad, cavernously sad.
- you are chock full of evil and the only way to get it out is with a sharp object. evil runs down your thighs or arms or face and you feel cleaner than any shower could make you.
- you stare at someone you love. when they turn, you realize that their heart belonged to someone else all along. your anger is arson and you are engulfed in flames.
- “i love you,” someone says, and your ears turn it into, “i hate you” before the words get to your brain
- you died five years ago, and nobody noticed. to them you are still alive. they never checked for a pulse.
- miles away, your body takes notes for an assignment you have later. but you are somewhere else; somewhere with overcast clouds, where you can only watch yourself.
- you look in the mirror and your reflection isn’t you. every time you stare at the glass, the reflection is someone else. it is still never you.
- you are numb, but only when it’s raining. when the sun is out you are fury fury fury and you feel everything and you feel it too much
- you see someone you like. then, you become them. in fact, you were never anyone else.
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