My version of g3 Clawdeen 🌙
I tried to combine the things I like about g1 and g3 into one custom, i think she turned out really cool!
im for real gonna lose it
im experiencing like waves of conflicting emotions w this because ok on one hand shes fuckibg serving crazy symbiote cunt like its her job rn but on the other hand it feels a little tryhard on marvels part like its kinda giving target t shirt with WERK in rainbow letters right but on the other Other hand
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Carmen Maria Machado in Queer for Fear: The History of Queer Horror
six pages and eleven illustrations + explanations about different types of ghouls u may encounter in your normal day to day life <3
I love Rebecca! I've only seen the musical, though, but it's great. Have you seen the musical and, if so, how do you think it compares to the book?
i didnt know there was a musical! i know theres i think a couple movie adaptations i was planning to check out at some point, though i also heard the hitchcock movie changes a major plotpoint so idek. id def like to check out the musical adaptation tho if you know of a way to watch
i think you would like the german movie der riss ("the rupture," about 50min). i wont say why... but based on your blogs content you can probably guess
i looked it up but couldnt find a place to watch it online so now im watching a totally different movie called rupture that i clicked on by mistake while searching ✌️
My handsome boy! I get to play him tonight so the brainrot will never end. ❄️
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thinking about rebecca (the character mainly, but inevitably the story at large as well) through a lesbian and genderfucked lens and making myself Sad
#ungodly screeching#rebecca daphne du maurier#the contrast between the way men talk abt her life and the way mrs danvers talks about her life#imagine having the narrative of your existence almost completely dictated by men you hated and who either hated you or wanted to fuck you o#or both*#i too would extend the cold hand of my vengeance beyond the grave to fuck up their entire shit forever and ever!
ive also been listening to get out of my house by kate bush a LOT lately. im sure thats not impacting anything tho.
considering reading we have always lived in the castle next. i watched the movie a while ago and remember it having a similar vibe to rebecca but i dont remember much else abt it. i think the book would probably have more of an impact.
i am going to keep collecting fucked up rich people and various unsettling houses forever <3
i think manderlay should definitely be considered among notable houses that have something wrong with them but its not in a haunted house way or a house of leaves way or a house that hates you way or a house that loves you way its more like. a house that is a prison but you love it. and you would do anything to keep it and claim it and make it your own. a house that is actively hurting you but that you are unable to leave of your own volition because you need it too much. a house that you are desperate to get away from and then once you are away feel the overpowering need to return to it.
im just thinking a lot about the narrator feeling inadequate in her marriage because she assumes maxim is still in love with rebecca, but then he was never in love with rebecca, he was in fact incapable of loving rebecca because he was and is already in love with manderlay. thinking about how the thing that ultimately drives maxim to kill rebecca after years of loathing her is simply her threatening the patriarchal blood-bound right to possess it.
manderlay not as a haunted house but a house that haunts. manderlay as a house that, even after its destroyed, appears in the narrators dreams. manderlay appearing on a postcard like an omen long before the narrator would encounter it in real life. manderlay as a ghost that turns every place its master and mistress run to thereafter into an echo of itself. mr and mrs de winters lost in its winding halls, their relationship shaping itself naturally into the already well-worn grooves of the proper little life they wouldve lived within its walls, forever.
i think manderlay should definitely be considered among notable houses that have something wrong with them but its not in a haunted house way or a house of leaves way or a house that hates you way or a house that loves you way its more like. a house that is a prison but you love it. and you would do anything to keep it and claim it and make it your own. a house that is actively hurting you but that you are unable to leave of your own volition because you need it too much. a house that you are desperate to get away from and then once you are away feel the overpowering need to return to it.
at work no time to explain but rebecca de winters and tomie are the same species of #girl
it takes a hot minute to get going but once it does imo it hits. if u are the kind of person who likes or at least can deal with the sort of meandering beatific prose and hyperfocus on finicky etiquette and social mores of the time period you will probably get through it no problem. im not really that kind of person so i struggled until i was about halfway in.
the vaguely gothic horromantic vibes and my love of stupid messy rich people interpersonal drama kept me going. the nameless protagonists all consuming, borderline homoerotic obsession with her husbands dead wife got me to stay.
"rebecca" by 20th century author daphne maurier can be classified within the phenomenon known as "yuri of absence". in this essay i will