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I'm more broken than you think 🖤
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I remember why I try to avoid coming on tumblr because every time I do I realize how depressed I still am and end up crying

Having depression is like being homesick but not knowing where home is

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The crazy part is when you can actually tell when someone doesn’t like you, but they won’t tell you.

I hate the person I become when I start talking to a guy. I think negatively, I’m not happy, always second guessing that they don’t actually like me. I’m tired of being someone that gets used all the time. Just once I’d actually like for a guy to just like me for me. 😔

I just wish for once someone would choose me first. That I could be someone’s favorite person in the world.

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100 WAYS TO HAVE FUN WITHOUT ANY FRIENDS🍸

 I cut a lot of toxic people out of my life last year, including family and friends that I’ve known forever and now I’m at a point where I don’t really have any friends. I’m not gonna lie, it was very hard to do. But once I learned how to spend time with myself and actually have fun, I appreciated the process, this took me a couple of days to make, so I hope you guys really enjoy this!

Heres 100 ways to have fun without having any friends:

  1. Treat yourself to a full body massage every month
  2. Go ice skating or learn to ice skate at your local ice skating ring
  3. Regularly get your nails done or do them yourself 
  4. Go to a concert to one of your favorite artists or as many as you can
  5.  Get dressed up and visit a museum or art gala that you’ve never been to
  6. Treat yourself to a facial or do one yourself at home 
  7. Binge on Netlfix while snacking on some delicious sushi and wine
  8. Go to a bookstore, find yourself a comfortable spot, and read a book, or journal your thoughts
  9. Take your bike for a ride around the area while blasting some of your favorite music
  10. Pack a basket with some drinks and sandwiches and have a picnic at the park  
  11. Learn a new language, you can teach yourself or attend clubs for people that are also trying to learn
  12. Style your hair, do your makeup, and take a bunch of selfies for the gram
  13. Go to a lantern festival 
  14. Take a trip somewhere you’ve always wanted to visit
  15. Learn to play a new instrument
  16. Enroll in a gym class that interests you
  17. Follow local food guides on Instagram and try out different foods at the places they recommend
  18. Get a new piercing
  19. Get your dream tattoo
  20. Go to the gun range 
  21. Purchase a DNA ancestry kit and learn more about what makes you who you are
  22. Attend as many plays as you can
  23. Volunteer in something that you’re passionate about
  24. Go swimming or learn how to swim
  25. Take yourself out to the movies
  26. Write and publish a book
  27. Buy yourself a new summer dress or bikini and wear it to the beach
  28. Tackle your fear of heights and go sky diving
  29. Visit a cat cafe or animal shelter
  30. Go shopping 
  31. Learn how to make a new recipe
  32. Take aerial silk classes
  33. Take ballet lessons
  34. Redecorate your bedroom or apartment 
  35. Set the mood, light up candles in your room, dim the lights, and try out new sex toys
  36. Get your hair done or buy a cute wig that you’ve always wanted
  37. Cosplay
  38. Attend a convention
  39. Attend a Paint and Sip class, you get to paint art and drink at the same time
  40. Explore local spots in your city as if you were a tourist
  41. Take up martial art classes
  42. Go to the arcade
  43. Play video games
  44. Visit an aquarium
  45. Watch the sunset or sunrise
  46. Binge watch Korean dramas
  47. Buy yourself some chocolate and flowers because why not
  48. Create your own makeup 
  49. Go on a hike
  50. Go glamping/camping
  51. Go to a music festival
  52. Train and run a marathon
  53. Go on a local yacht cruise
  54. Visit pop up shops and bazaars
  55. Go horseback riding or learn how to ride a horse
  56. Go to the zoo
  57. Go surfing or learn how to surf
  58. Ride a plane around your city
  59. Adopt a pet
  60. Buy new toys for your pet and play with them some more
  61. Take a pole dancing class
  62. Attend a TED talk
  63. Stargaze
  64. Purchase lingerie and pose for yourself in the mirror
  65. Go roller skating or learn how to roller skate
  66. Have a photoshoot by yourself or hire someone to do a photoshoot for you
  67. Attend a fashion show
  68. Attend a circus
  69. If you’re into spooky stuff, go to a paranormal tour and dinner adventure 
  70. Go to a sports game
  71. Attend a comedy show
  72. Take part in murder mystery dinners
  73. Crash a wedding
  74. Go the farmers market
  75. Tackle a puzzle
  76. Go the drive in theatre
  77. Create new clothes out of your old ones or transform ones from the thrift store
  78. Go sledding or learn how to sled
  79. Play mini golf
  80. Make pottery
  81. Go indoor skydiving
  82. Try karaoke
  83. Go snorkeling or learn how to snorkle
  84. Try karaoke
  85. Try Go Kart Racing
  86. Create YouTube videos
  87. Go to a rodeo
  88. Place a bet at a horse racing event
  89. Start your own blog and make extra cash from it 
  90. DIY crafts
  91. Go on a drive through wild safari
  92. Play an extra in a film
  93. Go skiing or learn how to skii
  94. Attend a book signing event of one of your favorite authors
  95. Go to an estate sale in a wealthy neighborhood
  96. Learn a new skill online
  97. Go to karaoke night at a bar
  98. Enter a contest
  99. Listen to a podcast
  100. Join a support group
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br-o-ken-poetry

Your phone is quiet and your room is empty because no one visits and no one ever messages and you never get responded to fast and people leave you on read and no one ever asks you to hang out and you're never a first choice and you're never good enough and you're never anyone's world and nobody ever falls in love with you and everyone leaves eventually

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darlingyoureacrybaby

Wow. Fuck me.

I want to run away and start a new life. I wonder would anyone notice enough to miss me.

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I’m actually really insecure. I feel like I’m always gonna fuck things up or people will lose interest in me cause I’m too clingy or too passionate or too much of some other trait that bothers them

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