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Aquarians as lovers (based on other Aquarius people I know)

  • Timid and shy but can be dominant as fuck
  • Often use terrible puns as flirting (terrible at flirting but they’re doing their best)
  • Good kisser but does not realize that
  • Literally won’t hesitate to cross the seven seas and The Milky Way to get to you
  • “Why need sleep when you can stay up 78 hours for the love of your life”
  • PROTECTIVE
  • Spoils you with anything
  • Often lets you decide when to have sex because they don’t want to feel like the ‘thirsty creep’ (in other words, they don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable)
  • Can be your literal best friend
  • Respects you and your body despite your gender, weight, height and skin color
  • Turns into a comedian when they’re only with you because they’re comfortable being with you
  • WILL fart and burp at you 24/7
  • Daddy/Mommy material but see themselves as dumpsters
  • Think about you more than they think about themselves
  • They’re not really into love but once they have their eyes on you, you can consider yourself as extremely lucky
  • Trusts you as much as they trust their close friends/parents/siblings/pets
  • Hot. Mess.
  • Sturbborn and PETTY enough to not apologize after a fight but will eventually do because they love you so much
  • Has the balls to take a blame and apologize even when they’re not wrong
  • Secretly wants you to take pics of them off guard with cute captions but does not ask for it
  • L O Y A L A S F
  • Never lies to you (the only time they lie to you is when they stole your snacks or leftovers in the fridge)
  • Will treat you the way you deserve to be treated because they don’t want you to feel unwanted just like how they felt in their past
  • Vulnerable and weak once they grief over the loss of someone (loved one, friend, pet or favorite celebrity) and will hug you and weap until they fall asleep
  • “I’m new to this but we can give it a shot”
  • OH BOI THEY CAN WRECK YOU SO BAD IN BED YOULL HAVE PROBLEMS WALKING THE NEXT MORNING
  • Very chill but can be intensely angry too
  • Buys stuff for you before they buy stuff for themselves
  • “OKAY DAMN CHILLLL”
  • If they like dogs or cats, be warned that they will send you tons of pictures of dogs or cats
  • Slaps your ass a lot
  • Thinks that their smile is ugly but still smiles with you anyway
  • Lets you do whatever you want with your life, even if you plan to leave them, they won’t force you to stay
  • “I miss you” “we literally saw each other like 6 seconds ago”

If you have an Aquarius in your life or you’re dating one, never let go of them! They’re different but special🐋✨

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I don't even know where to begin with all the messed up things that have happened. Do you ever just want someone to notice that you're not alright? That sometimes it's so obvious but no one gives a damn about you. You're hurting because of a certain someone, someone you really love and care about. But they don't seem to care how their actions and words effect you. You won't tell them what's wrong anymore because it's about them. And maybe you're a little selfish because you want them to figure it out themselves. But they won't. They don't care enough to know what's wrong with you. They'll only care when you tell them or when something happens. You wish things hadn't changed but you know you can't do anything about it. It's just a constant cycle of when they're happy, they don't care about you as much and you just get worse. Toxic people are always the ones that pull you in, too far in to get out.

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No one cares. It's all for show. I'm pathetic. I'm replaceable. I'm worthless. I don't deserve love. I don't deserve to be happy.

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No the urge to relapse is so high. I just want to mirror the inside. Physical pain is better than emotional pain. Even if it's harder to conceal. I want to let go and forget this world sometimes. If I could climb inside a book and live my life I would. I would get away from my demons that hide. I wouldn't be living a lie.

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I hate myself. Plain and simple. It's everything most of the time. I can't bring myself to tell my friend the truth because I know what they'll say. I hate my body. I hate my mind. I hate my face sometimes. I just hate myself. I can be a terrible friend when I don't want to deal with anyone or anything. When I'm distant. To be honest, I don't deserve anyone that makes me happy. I'll just drag them down with my depression, anxiety, and self-loathing. I can't tell when people are genuine anymore. I hate myself and wish it all could end. I want to relapse just to feel something again. I'll try not to screw up for now.

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Sad Aquarius

Person: Awww you seem sad! What's wro-
Aquarius: Don't fUCKING TOUCH ME!!!
Person: Wow okay nevermind.
Aquarius: ....*noooo damn it that wasn't right, I needed a hug! That's not how you get hugs from people!*
Aquarius: .......*stupid*......
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Honestly it always breaks my heart when I see an Aquarius feeling sad over seeing the one they like or love talking or giving their attention to someone else. They always look like a sad puppy and I hate it. Aquarius needs conformation from time to time that you love them, that you care and they are clingy so touching can be comforting to them. They are bad at emotions but that doesn’t mean they don’t have emotions.

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I don't know what I look like when I'm like this but I know I don't like the feeling...

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the signs as reasons i hate being alone

Aries: no one to cuddle while it rains outside Taurus: must resort to shouting all my witty remarks into the void Gemini: no one to share chinese takeout with Cancer: no supportive shoulders to cry on Leo: no one to encourage me to go to bed a reasonable hour Virgo: guess i’m drinking this whole bottle of wine alone now Libra: have to binge watch gossip girl by myself Scorpio: since when did i start watching porn  Sagittarius: slowing burying myself in mess and filth since no one else here to care Capricorn: wake up hugging pillow every morning in empty bed Aquarius: sadness intensifies  Pisces: when i run out of toilet paper in the bathroom there’s no one to bring it to me

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“She was BEAUTIFUL, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, for the SPARKLE in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile, even if she was sad. No, she wasn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul.”

- F. Scott Fitzgerald

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My favorite piece of clothing is the one you gave me. We've been through a lot together. It's kept me warm when you couldn't. Comforted me when nothing else did. Caught my tears as they fell. All while I loved you and you let me go.
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“Fall apart twice a day”
“Hurt I can't shake. We've made every mistake. Only you know the way that I break”
- Billie Eilish
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The Signs & The Language of Love.

Use your mercury & venus!

Words of Affirmation:

This language uses words to affirm other people. For the signs who prefer the words of affirmation language, hearing “I love you” and other compliments are what they value the most. Words hold real value within this language. Furthermore, negative or insulting comments cut deep… and won’t be easily forgiven. —Gemini, Leo, Pisces.

Quality time:

This language is all about giving the signs your undivided attention. Being a loved one’s main focus leaves them feeling satisfied and comforted. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful to these signs. Being there for them is crucial. — Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo.

Physical touch:

To these signs, nothing speaks more deeply than appropriate touch. That doesn’t mean only in the bedroom — everyday physical connections, like hand-holding, kissing, or any type of re-affirming physical contact is greatly appreciated. Getting a little touchy-feely does make them feel safe and loved. Any instance of physical abuse is a total deal breaker. — Scorpio, Cancer, Aries.

Little details:

What makes them feel most loved is to receive a tangible gift. This doesn’t necessarily mean the person is materialistic, but a meaningful or thoughtful present is what makes them feel appreciated. It’s something they can hold in their hands and say, “Look, he was thinking of me,” or, “She remembered me.“ — Libra, Sagittarius, Aquarius.

♡, Kyoka. xx