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Gay LoverBoi

@darkkawaiiii

You’re boring me to death, and I’m already dead.

I thought losing you was the scariest thing. But it was losing my sanity when I let myself drown in the ocean of thoughts about you that greatly affects me all along. Losing my mind about the never-ending questions you've left within me. And to you, I'm just nothing and a nobody.

my hand is empty now

“Dirty Leaves” Richard Siken // My Own Private Idaho (1991) // Sue Zhao // Evening - Maurice Pirenne // “Hurt” Johnny Cash // heavensghost // Happy Together (1997) // “The Touch” Anne Sexton

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htvpgenny
The worst pain is still being in love with someone but not being with them. Having to love them from a distance. Having to close the chapter you never wanted to end.
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That feeling in your stomach when you realize it’s really over. Your heart just sinks in all the memories, the late-night calls, and all the promises you guys made but you know what’s the worst part? Is that you don’t know if you can do it again.