dying and living and happy
Everyone wants to watch the vivid hurtful red of the sun
until their eyes feel like they are shriveling in their sockets (and popping out their brains)
and if they have to die, they want it to be while driving fast, late at night (stars blurry), stereo
cranked up so all they can hear is hey, hey, hey, Bobby McGee, before they drive
straight on into the trees. Scramble out their brains.
Maybe someone will hear the music in the morning. Follow it like a thread tugging their hair, freedom’s just another word for nothing left to
lose
maybe for that someone to take a little walk into the trees, just to see what all the freedom’s about,
trip on the black tar tyre that crumpled off the
back
catch their eyes on the crisp green-apple sun that illuminates everybody’s splendid crooked
body
because everybody’s body is splendid and crooked, even splashed with fern-green and red like
that, even with the splashed-out brains on the
dashboard.
All happy like that. All that evidence of life out for someone to see.