*feels like shit* *expects someone to somehow telepathically see that I feel awful and ask me about it* *gets irrationally mad when no one does*
Michaela Chung (via s-t-u-p-o-r-e)
put me away and don't ever let me go If I'm long gone I can't hurt you anymore
I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you I don't deserve you
I dont want to do anything bc I am embarrassed. Im embarrassed of everything. The way I look. The way I talk. The things I say. What my eyes are doing. The clothes im wearing. Even my thoughts are embarrassing. It doesnt matter whether or not people can tell what im thinking, they do and im embarrassed of it.
tfw you’ve been in so much pain for so many years that it becomes background noise, and you actually forget that you’re in pain until you try to do something you shouldn’t and the pain spikes
#JustChronicPainThings
god I'm such an asshole to everyone I love why am I like this?
hobbies: being asleep, getting ready to go to sleep, going to sleep, getting into my bed, waking up and realizing i can go back to sleep, sleeping, being in my bed (asleep), falling asleep,
I don't feel safe. I need to go to the hospital. but I don't wanna leave my partner alone at all, I might get kicke out of school and sent to a different one for troubled kids (school told me), I can't smoke in there, I just. idk. I need the help though. I just. I really need the help.
i love you // i loved you

