You always said people accept the love that they think they deserve.
And I always had a low self esteem

You always said people accept the love that they think they deserve.
And I always had a low self esteem
i put your name on the bullet so everyone knows you were the last thing that went through my head.
Wow
Fuck
I will go until no end to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
I can’t tell you what’s going on thru my mind because you wouldn’t want to know 
Am I really going to spend the rest of my life trying to look sick and making myself sicker just to still never feel sick enough