Sometimes, I just wish I could end it all, instead of going through all this unnecessary pain. Besides, always being lonely. I have many lonely hours, days, weeks, even months of being alone. Not that I want that. Just people don't care unless I can give them something first. In the end of my depression, I wonder, why? Why can't I just end it?
OK. So, now, I'm in pain 24/7. Everyday is a pain day. I'm bleeding on top of that. There are days, I feel like just taking a lot pills and never waking up, bc the pain is too hard to handle. I pray to God to end my struggle. But, it makes me stronger, too
narputo
Oh my god…
dwarvenqueen
friendly reminder that native americans actually suffer more police brutality & police murders than any other ethnicity
friendly reminder that we got our right to vote after black ppl did
friendly reminder that up until the 19-fucking-90’s our women would have their tubes forcibly tied by doctors after they gave birth, as a way to get rid of us
Friendly reminder that most of our sacred sites have been polluted by mining, illegal dumping, or radiation. AND EVEN MORE OF THEM HAVE BEEN STOLEN FROM US
friendly reminder that there is less than one percent of us left here.
Friendly reminder that even up here in Canada, there are mass amounts of First Nations women vanishing. Racism against natives is still alive and well. Residential schools were in operation until 1996.
This is not just an American problem.
i’m really glad that dwarvenqueen deactivated because as important as this topic is, it’s never appropriate to use black people as a bench mark for racial trauma. in fact doing so is immensely anti-black and erases the existence of black indigenous people. i want everyone who sees this post to keep that in mind.
i would also like to add that in Canada the marginalization of indigenous and black people is very closely linked. both groups have been subject to slave labour, police brutality, eugenics, environmental racism, and other legacies of settler colonialism. we do not need to oppose each other to fight for visibility, because there is a shared suffering here and canada’s violent colonial history is fully to blame.
The dehumination of indigenous people and the racial actions of one people against another has to stop. This is not Colonial America and the Civil War. Every Race, Creed, and Human existence on Earth should be equal in all rights. No man or woman has the right to demoralize, shame or kill another human being based on color, religion, or gender. We need fight Racism so all people can live in peace
Also for bioshock….or fallout….I’ll always come back, always…
Skyrim needs an upgrade
Not really healthy at the moment, fighting Crohn's disease. It have developed now in my chest. I have been sick for a week. Unable to walk without being sick. If you have you answers to help me fight this, I'd be grateful appreciative.