Vintage Ghost Holding Candle Horror Poster
“I talk about you like you put the air in my lungs but that’s because you were the only person who made me want to.”
— Unknown
Dear S,
I know you’re probably not checking these, and you probably haven’t seen any of my messages. My hope is that one day If you reach out again you’ll be able to see these posts as little updates.
My boy is reaching 9 months, he is everything I ever wanted with you. When we used to talk about our future babies he is what I had invisioned. I have done my best as a single mom to instill those wonderful manly qualities and I will continue to do so. I have struggled many many days to feel adequate, and worthy of the sweet boy my son is, it’s your voice I hear reminding me that I am all of those things. One day even if you aren’t a part of my life I will tell him about the man who helped me grow and change into everything I was meant to be. I did it on my own however you deserve the credit as one of my biggest most loving support. Each day when he learns new things I yearn to call you and share the moment. I truly hope that wherever you are, whatever you’re doing, that you are happy and pursuing everything you’ve ever wanted. Just know I’m rooting you on.
I’ll keep making these posts, hopefully one day I’ll find you again.
With all the love in the world
-C 06/29/2022
Your mistakes don't make you a bad person. Your negative feelings don't make you evil. Your low self worth isn't proof that you're a hopeless case. Your insecurities don't make you a failure. Your fuck ups aren't unforgivable. Take a deep breath and try to be gentle with yourself. Try to look at yourself with a little compassion.
"You've got too much soul to be handled by someone who has never been passionate."
I will never stop trying to reach out. We may never be the same and I accept that. I just NEED to know you’re alive and okay. You are the one person I truly do not want to live without knowing you’re okay and alive in the world. Please S, I wont bother you just please tell me you’re okay.
- A very scared and worried, C
3/26/22 @ 2:36 am.
P.S. I have written on all socials, over the past few months. I just want to know you’re okay. Please
I miss you so so terribly I haven’t heard from you in months and I hope that’s not my fault. I’m afraid I’ve lost you forever and I’ll still love you forever anyways.
-C
11/15/21
Dear C, Never once have I imagined our story was over. Hold tight. Timing is everything. I love you Princess.
Dear S,
I have never felt this way about anyone still to this day as time has passed and things have changed I still feel the same. I’ve not been able to sleep lately due to dreams of you, I wonder what my life would be like had I done some things differently. Still, my one constant remains you. I don’t know what the future holds for us but I can only hope it’s the happy life we’ve always wanted together. Please don’t give up on me And I’ll return the favor.
I’ll love you forever, I’ll love you for always and long as I’m living, your baby I’ll be.
-Carlie
25. Feb 2020
5:24 pm
“I want you. That’s all I’ve ever wanted. I want all of the good I know you’re capable of as well as the bad you are so ashamed for me to see. I don’t want the watered down version or the thick sugar-coated bullshit side you show others. I want the raw, unrefined, and imperfect parts of you. I want to fall in love with the truth, so that later on, I will never have to hate you for the lie.”
— Brandy Mays
His voice was powerful
Charming and engaging
It was like a strong hand
On the back of her head
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